Have the happiest birthday ever baby girl
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Have the happiest birthday ever baby girl
https://youtu.be/oODwKFXfKqE?si=YWzF26SqNtbmQ8Ks
Yes baby yes to them all… when he’s here with me I don’t cry anymore!
Happiest birthday ever baby girl… go get a new car on dad if I could tell you to - wish I could tell you to, hope and pray he got you!!!
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If not I know he’s there with you too!
If not I know he’s there with you too!
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I want you to know how great of a man your father really is and how patient… no matter how confused I was going every other direction or thinking he represented someone else… he never left me NEVER and was patient - he saved my record by getting me away from 3 crimes accidentally… woke me up in mb so I can fight back and run… screaming at me to remember and I couldn’t… but he still never left… he slept next to me all night when I was too scared to sleep for 3 days… I can even feel when he holds… when I got shot falling out the car saying me? Shoe? I was mad I came back to life too… he’s the angel - not me and in fact he may have even visited me every Thursday when I was in juvi and like… we never fought unless it was over who loved who more… I know we had you still on my bday and if I wrote you a letter before we all had to part because your dad was meant to be who he was - I would love to read it… I hope now that I know gets back to you and you write me back too! There’s no stronger bond than family even Jaycee too! LOVE YOU
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What’s funny is half my old friends were panthers too and saw past my white… we still joke about racist shit though
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My one boy was into the activists speeches pod casts… you have no clue how many times I’d shake my head and just stand up and walk out lol
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One of my ibm bosses was a panther and I wrote her bio for work… I had a few black woman bosses and I swear they’re viscous and dominate corporate and stuff like that makes me proud too
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My ex bf who had to marry a black woman and I got that… he cried when Obama got elected and it made me cry too
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I didn’t know prejudism even existed until I moved to CT…
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And my passion for civil and sociall justice stems from your father too I’m sure
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For the biggie you don’t know who shot you comment means he made it and is in witsec and if so I want to go too
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But I see his eyes, voice, and ghost so much idk
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Even today at school… I know his tone anywhere like when Rick said “stupid jealous motherfucker”
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We was pulled at a toll on the bridge cause no one had any money and it clicked that we was running cause they came in to the car loaded… I looked at my ex and said if they come in I’m jumping. That’s how scared of jail I used to be - probably because of your father too
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The book bag omg… a fight with bats brought us to the police station and the cop said if he searched my car for bats and there was none we can go… I made sure he wrote bats specifically cause we forgot to drop off the pound of weed first - when he picked up the book bag he smelled it and was so vexed by it went to a judge for a warrant. The judge refused it and my mom got the letter in the mail and I was like oh shit - that’s cause we had no toll me… I’m got at “what’s the way out” at least used to be
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Sometimes I wonder if that cop still has a hard on for me… he’s the first one to show up if I ever got in trouble but I think he just had a crush on my mom lol
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I was bad… but the Miracle of acing that computer test by accident and getting into IBM - I took strong to I don’t have to be anymore
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It’s a way out until you get a way out and my thug life theory… nah… some people never get a way out
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I feel like now I was wrong to say it
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I mopping the floor one night at the gas station laughing like “do you have a dead end job?” … your dad went to work
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I don’t know how he does it especially if he is alive
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That’s why I hate felonies so much
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It only take one to ruin your entire life and that’s not fair
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Or even like my recent ex who accepted a plea tagging him to the list… after 26 years served are you even fucking serious cause he’s not free of that which is almost worse
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Mental not the only laws that need ratification
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Must be nice to be so perfect and privy right? I feel them
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I lost my love for politics when I learned about the elite theory and how we really not a democracy and it broke my heart when I realize I have a lot of commy in me too… equal pay equal jobs type stuff though
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Only the electoral votes count and they don’t have to vote the majority vote
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That’s the elite theory
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My dead uncle still didn’t believe me lol
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Law I was good at law but not smart enough… then I realized I was I just had tutors in inpatient and went to an alternative school for bad kids… I got to college and FAILED EVERYTHING no matter how hard I tried to study except sociology and business law I got an A I even failed English but got 1 A for the process of how to recover from seeing murder
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Yeah your dad noticed I changed too hearing his older stuff
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I got tongues that night… called my sister thought I told her the entire story and she said all I kept saying was snake rat gun over and over again
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Until the End of Time and Hail Mary is us
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I mean mad mad more songs but those are the majors and Pain too
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I ain’t mad at cha - there’s a lot
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Yeah Hail Mary is the night I caught tongues and my boy even has Hail Mary on his grave - she’s my favorite saint
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And yeah that was all eyes too… when they started coming around and testing me a lot too
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Even yesterday and old lady angel 2 of them actually were driving like 15 mph and I was trying to get to the bank by 5pm I said fucked it and floored past them… we kinda been fighting ever since cause they always act like im not good enough but they have always been there for me
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Nah I got it to the point like I don’t even want to get in
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They say poor old soul and hold my hand crying… I say you do it
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Gabriella is my confirmation name where as I was confirmed pregnant… jicera I hope you consider Roman Catholism but will respect if you just believe in SOMETHING OR SOMEONE greater than yourself
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Messenger/writer
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They say your saints pick you
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Religion cool as fuck
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But scary
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Why over you..: you need someone to catch you when you fall and free falling not fun
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Nothing but nightmares when I don’t feel good that’s why I hate to sleep
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Insanity or death I literally couldn’t tell the difference
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Nah me and your dad for facts since I was in 5th grade but probably even since birth
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He knew my original promises cause he was screaming them to me in mb and I was so confused cause I didn’t know we already had a child..: they brain washed me
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That’s why it took so long to understand and get…
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I got like 10-20 split seconds back when I got shot and time to look back too
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It wasn’t as I remembered it… like my mom making me pull down my pants to prove I had my period and didn’t… I thought I was just lying for wishful thinking I had my period stuff like that
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Nah I dont click links or fuck with too much audio cause I’m hypno too
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Your dad a genius and hypnod me too
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He goes above and beyond for real!!!!!
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Smart as fuck too…
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Yeah I was always like I hear and see you all the time why did you wait until v day 2024 to tell me lol
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I hear him I see him I feel him… maybe those were the rules of what ever games he play which normally I’m against but if there’s a game I want to try to play with him… us… cause I remember you wishing for my bdays back writing the rules
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And calling a council
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Nah I’m good… they knew I could hold my own so they jumped me the only way they knew how
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But the rest tore me away from every friend I ever had
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And they still hit me everytime I try to get better and get back home
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A religion that isn’t even mine shouldn’t be so powerful
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I mean they seriously rather kill me then admit fault and being human… you were teens then you not anymore and should know better
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Well… I hope we proved he’s real
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And my god no joke… hard as fuck if they did record what happened when I stole that $1 soda
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Hoping since they dragged me into their religion he will drag them into mine
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Idk my theory is that the devil don’t want you to do evil he’s just a warden and sick of you all too
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The devil made you do it? Nah just your cell mate
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But that’s just an opinion
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A lot of people don’t like getting into trouble without dragging other people down with them
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I guess we see eventually right?
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We drink wine in church and substances are not in our commandments
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It’s basically impossible tp stick to them 10 to begin
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To begin with*
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I try my best not to lie unless someone in my business or expenses
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Doing that to your father curbed all that
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But my ex knowing my entire truth? HELL MO DEAD WRONG cause im not even married - that’s for your husband not your boyfriend who has another gf to begin with
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My body language lie to for FACTS maybe cause my heart people don’t realize I WAS LITERALLY FEET FIRST
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Jesus fought for hell so I want to too
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I got to righteous… I got cut off and said in my car to myself go get your burger you fat bitch and got checked back into hell that night… it keeps me humble
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Something like that coming out my mouth is not like me
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Unless it’s a straight up fight
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I’m sorry they lied to ced the most… he was my hell mate and until the end of time partner… he had a pac verse that was tatted removed but nah he never explained shit to me either
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I wish people spoke up more for real
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I despise secrets
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My dad isn’t on my bc but my mom swears it’s cause he wasn’t there but somehow I wouldn’t be surprised if Muslim
Is in my blood but I know Allah wouldn’t respect me not keeping my promises to my god either - staying Roman Catholic
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Almost all my boyfriends were Muslim though lmao
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After one of them I said hellll nooo never again I’ll read and respect you but it took so long to read the Quran because I was respecting their religion
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Same all eyes that jicera was wishing for my bdays back… sorry so late baby - if I knew i would have the next day
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Maybe she was raised Muslim? And that’s why Allah showed me his grace
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Write the rule talk no politics and religion and all I do is talk both lol
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Right… the rule of*
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I’d still die for her in a second
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Why I had to be real careful picking a baby dad… to it’s all good I leave them in a ditch cause I assumed I was going to die in child birth
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Didn’t realize I already survived it
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Wish I could protect myself again
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They already hitting cause my bf gone
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Who hated pac though?
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Biggie? LMAO hell no he visit all the time
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Lies never glitching cause I was like why would you say that - them bitches using me like their shield
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It’s still hard not to feed into it big
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Lies… glitching cause of*
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I roll solo not in a pack and why are they allowed to force me to?
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That’s what makes me sick so easy cause they tied me too
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Why would I want to be down with them? Helll nooo
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And everyone sleeping me asking me questions… I hope they realize they don’t get the truth then either - spirits trick and joke a lot
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You can’t take that for Bible either
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If it was the truth my predators would’ve been arrested and caught a long time ago
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I’m a person not a magic 8 ball
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Why won’t they ask me to my face awake though?
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I know my father well and he slips a lot… he was so happy jicera that birthday I got sick he always used to say I reminded him of the girl in titanic… I wish he spit it out but then bitches were up to their tricks and I got sick and confused instead
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Just make sure you have LOTS of pictures growing up
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Nah my version talks about the fireworks and chosing what makes me cry of are you still down
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Come on guys I’m a 6 at best… wtf would I think Tupac was the one that loved or wanted me?
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Complete opposite… madddd insecure now and even then too
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I always knew it was the ac why they all would hit on me so much
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Not usually a stupid bitch unless they were being medically viscous
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Magically viscous*
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That birthday I ended up in hilly hills… I realized after being shot that rivers told me ric gave Melissa a gun and then was like wait the fight was because I invited rivers to her surprise party
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But they obviously friends and hiding that why?
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Nothing clicked… so thank you for shooting me in a way
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lol
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The time they tried to od me with pills I mean wtf so serious you know?
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Why would you keep me from my daughter and how did you know I had one when I didn’t even know?
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The bitch just got weirder and weirder - I knew she was weird when I met her
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I thought she od’d me by accident but now not so sure
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What would I have gotten killed over?
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THAT TIME
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After I got shot I called to ask her about my ex cause I didn’t remember him like that either and she laughed and said she was with her family and hung up - we weren’t even in a fight
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So I was like okkkkk bitch
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Went insane back to back trying to figure out wtf was going on
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No nobody will tell me if I got shot or not either… I know it’s real and I know my dad didn’t correct me when I said it either - he would’ve if it wasn’t true
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I grateful Tim was in jail the entire time cause I know they would try to blame him too
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Hate him but glad he’s safe from all that and pray he stay safe from all that if someone can get some help and direction to him
https://youtu.be/tT1yHzMv9EY?si=RkNgipqbKMwiMiOW
NOW let em in…
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It’s Ceras bday… I’m gonna write her a letter
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I traced against you and won… but I was just playing… slaughter them em
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It’s crazy cause I was laughing an hour ago crying 15 minutes ago and now laughing again… bipolar a BITCH!!!!
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I just hate not making or having my OWN money… I hate having to ask for everything
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And I despise controlling people too
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Someone ALWAYS reminding me what they spending… if they just let me get up again
Happy Birthday Jicera
32? Omg pac we old as fuck…
Do I look too old for you now…
Cause having gorgeous young man not a good look to be a cougar
Jicera please know your dad the angel for real
And I may prefer hell but lived my best to answer to God
I lied to him about my age and almost ruined his career
No matter how hard the decision was please understand that…
Your dad had a destiny and mission and a purpose the world needed and couldbt be without!
I pray for you everyday
I think about you everyday
And trying to convince your father that if I was with him… at least I can see you everyday too…
I don’t care how many insanities and visits to god it took
THANK GOD I know now
and thank Jay Z too
I would love to see you
Pappy would’ve loved to see you I know that for facts how excited he was the bday that it all went wrong…
I know he watch over you too
He had it hard girl… pappy had it too hard
But a lot of times life isn’t fair…
Your dad here… he staying until he takes me too
And no matter how stupid it sounds - I pray he in witsec coming to get me everyday
I know not how much i see him though
Do you have any children?
You looked so much like him when you was born… do you look like me too?
My only request… please believe in a god cause our family built on nothing but faith being confirmed pregnant and the way we both had a direct connect to him together …
Love you… please find me
I’d take 2M dna tests if it means I find you baby girl
We got you here… God made us promise we got you here and we did
I just wish I could’ve been your mom too
Love you… cherish you and pray for the day I get to hug you too
AND if daddy had you and you still have ties… tell him to buy you your dream car NOW!!! lol
I know your parents let you know and pray and wish for me too
Let them kjnow i couldn’t be more grateful
love you baby girl!
Sleepy… I think I’m actually going to get some sleep tonight
LORD no nightmares for my baby girl PLEASE you know me and her father had enough for a whole lot of us
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I’m a stay loyal Cers unless pac say now… I couldn’t in right hard love someone else only cause it’s him coming thru
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I heard u miss you and got all fucked up
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Right heart*
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Non pac… I knew it was an option but I never wanted that… I’m some delusional and refuse to accept your really dead I just want to be with you too
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Nun*
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My city got you and biggie painted on a wall… CT love you too
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I’m sorry it took so long to realize but feel that was the hypno too… these psychs OFF THE HOOK
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I’ll try to eat but I don’t want to… i think I lost 2o lbs in 3 weeks im so sick right now
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I loved him until I realized I was just holding on to feel your dad again
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That peace and comfort thiough
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It’s everything to me
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He don’t even care… not even swearing me
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After your dad always treating me like a princess even letting me do coke? I can’t accept or put up with that
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I know what I deserve
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Cause my mind really stop racing and I actually get some peace
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Bbq chicken (throw up emoji) I hate it
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AND my product tell me what they think is ok to get away with like it remind me
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I don’t ever want to be a stupid delirious bitch again
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I refuse to stop until your dad take me too… maybe if you told him it’s ok
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My dad drunk himself to and had a horrible death… I’m lived
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Vexed*
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Pac seriously how do famous people do it when psychos just attach themselves to your body? How DO I make them stop and get off me?
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Any jealous bitch can do it? How?
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My step dad got me a jalepno bagel… I’ll eat that if I can’t sleep
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Nite baby girl and happy bday for real
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I can’t wait until me and your dad finally back together
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I know pac told me.. i can’t do it myself or I’ll never see him adding. That in its self enough to stop me and it is just a curse
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It’s like a… PAIN and hurt and why and I sand bead it anymore and don’t deserve it
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You just want to be with God to heal but it’s anything then God
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I feel stupid but yeah I fight suicide a lot
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Never in my life will I do it though or try again
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I fear the after too much if I do
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And don’t want to risk not seeing your dad again…!it keeps me strong
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Not being able to see your dad again keeps me curbed - even when they were putting cigs out on my vv
Congratulations… a baby and a new car! Why everyone else get what I wanted?
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If I leave them they get new cars… who does that?
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He could have found a way to tell me so I didn’t have to get sick too
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Or at least not believe him when he say that he loved me
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Yeah that’s why he was mentally abusing the fuck out of me
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I’m ok…
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If I leave them they get a car?
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Since 2901 - when do I get something?
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2001*
https://youtu.be/6e0aJaQ5NkQ?si=nS9NSMh3YslZE5RK
Miss you…
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I’m so stupid I keep telling myself maybe you are still alive
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I know it’s his baby… fuck that hell no I’m not going thru that again
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Especially when some bought ass bitch has 4 now and I have none
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It cut deeper then when ced did that to me
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She younger than his fucking kids smh
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Heard he spent $60k on her too
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Gave me hardly nothing
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I’m not the one pac
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My mom scared cause I’m drinking again but it’s only 2 nips… I don’t know how to bleed without it
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I knew that was a penthouse… I wish but nah if it’s not you no
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I don’t trust NO MAN but you and never will again
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Come get me anytime I BEEN ready
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I’ll never understand why I’m so cursed
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Nothing but pain and I’m so fucking tired
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The only thing that keeps me strong… is I won’t see you again if I do - and slick shit still counts
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Even talking so much shit he do it himself - I fucking hate him pac
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Yo I fucking hate him for everybody too
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I’m gonna try to sleep… me and j having bagels in the morning if I can sleep tonight
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It takes like 5 hours to fall asleep some nights
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The voices… they won’t shut up but I don’t wanna change my meds again that’s hell too
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Nah there isn’t nothing he can do on this earth to make it up… its a wrap
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PAIN… nothing bur PAIN and I’m tired
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Wish my dad was still here
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He loved me
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It felt like even he was giving me signs to say ok I can trust again… nah I wish I never met the mother fucker for real
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My birthday Friday… at least I’m feeling strong I won’t be in mental on it again (which I have a few times)
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Cursed for not even ONE reason why
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I’m a go to school and make up hours… at least I won’t be alone
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Nite angel…
https://youtu.be/5B9LEPxu6f8?si=PYbSUInwy-fxK0v7
I heard you… thanks for being the first to say happy birthday and I want to you to know how bad I really want and need you here - love you!!!
https://youtu.be/nftNp-XwUF4?si=3WPs0QS4pE4L7P2y
I have a neice in the industry still… my daughter too? Was that her???
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No offense but I hate to and when I feel like “Tommy’s mom”
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Nah cause fb had me set up to look like I was talking bad about my friend Kate
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So I didn’t want to say the name and have them set me up again
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It’s my bday… and maybe we can roll away some of these never to return curses
https://youtu.be/UOf6CMbHPuA?si=UIdn_tOW-3ANnhQs
That shit Roq said on Raising Kanan was deep - about turning the lights out… me too… and there is no one else I rather sit with to but you pac… FOR REAL
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I drop low too… too low for a woman in my opinion but ok
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A lot of men hate me for that
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IE not gonna be bitched by less
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If it’s his baby nah… just hell mate he hasn’t proved he worth that pain in months
https://youtu.be/IbqJO0hA9YI?si=O9GVjZLpJ9ojHGW3
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Don’t which real, dream, insanity = but she was on the phone when we ran thru the apt… I still got you
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He gave me one second
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It really isn’t all that ugly but they demanding it
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https://youtu.be/IbqJO0hA9YI?si=0qPDXjVRdDjGUzV5
Cause I’d do anything for you or your father in 2.2 seconds
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We cool even though I think you were the fastest to play me ever
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Cause I know pac seen 50 and Jay and psych saw beanie but zipped me right back up
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My daughter might dance too
Cause I still danced every day in the hospital until I kept tripping
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You all see why I was confused right?
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I stopped maybe when I was 5 months
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Still haven’t got my balance back
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They brainwashed me pac?
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Good thing god stronger
I told him just like the bank but he still won’t believe me
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No fiber in my entire core being would open my own dooors for them
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How does that happen?
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Nah he doesn’t do it
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But he know how they do
Nah… I was just kidding but gonna hold in my basket to see if I get money
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TAF of them… they won’t stop throwing at me
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I don’t deserve to feel it or be scared or sick and I don’t even owe oh boy? Nah
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Stay your emortal ass any wherbut near me… NO AND YOU CANT FORCE ME TO EJTHER
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You have ZERO rites - you were never even my bf
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Until he leaves me and my body alone
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Going to try to sleep again… throw back until they stop
It’s my body and I chose my god… not you twisted bitches
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Not my god but I’m not scared either
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Idk how to make them get off me or leave me alone
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It’s creepy and icky
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Going to sleep… and it doesn’t matter we are not together anymore
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Then to be with you? YESSSSSSSSS I rather die before u be with anyone like you
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I be*
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LEAP
https://youtu.be/PG3awBX6N7o?si=JB6RtiGEztV0anJ4
Yeah almost lost my balance and got discouraged then this came on and I laughed. Yo pac an alien or something lol
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Allah / Alien… hypothesis maybe
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No disrespect
Don’t worry pac they always trying to show me or play some shit against you… like the white girl getting whipped in door way one - like wait.., was that photoshop?
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I can’t retain it all at once
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Just cause you consider something that doesn’t mean that’s an option or your final answer. It’s called thinking and problem solving
It’s not a decision… and they keep trying to demand and take it
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Because I’m trying to get out of hell… not put in to a way worse ickier one
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Never even considered I said it as a joke to my old fake used up witch friends who probably did have to have me catch up to them. I mean I was single 30 something year and I thought it impossible to sleep with all my bfs and all your bfs too… that’s why? I had to catch up?
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Very angry… robbed by Dunkin again and my sister got me that gift card
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Nah I’m not an internet gangsta either and they tied me too
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TAF PAC
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It’s against every fiber in my core being
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I’m against Kevin and Melissa and Christine who set it up intentionally - HELL NO
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“That was Kevin with a bloody knife” and he right… it was me
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My body is not their closet for their demons
Nah… they won’t take no for an answer or leave me and my body alone pac
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They just refuse to accept we are non compatible
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I’m not living sicker than I have to for no one
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Oh that’s what I’m a say… you just so happen to see me on the highway in a city I have no affiliation to 50 lbs heavier different hair and a basic model older care and new it was me? Going 65 mph too?
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And my hell mate talking about he believe in coincidences? Why you lying to people
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I know what’s wrong with him… he really is a dope head too
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I get sick if he’s a they’re in the vicinity type.., NO AND LEAVE ME ALONE
I don’t feel good I don’t like it and I’m going to bed
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HE STILL TRYING AND WONT STOP
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Or some wack non factor bitches
https://youtu.be/FaoDIqKmSOs?si=JVKcbg53csD3ukCy
Miss you
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December? Is that why the party got lit up 2/3? Is that why Nipsy said that?
Like… I don’t really like your dad
Don’t let me find out pacs money funded my torture!
Tied
They on my body but they not my God
Figure it out figure it out - I fucking did and all it left me was scarred
They not gonna stop until they get the answer they want
And I ain’t living sick for no man especially A dope head who front
Or the female cunt that only Jesus would want
My man? Now he just feel so good and fit like a glove
Peace, comfort, and trust
And all the other shit that bad girls gone good dream of
His pharmone aura
Got me begging - ahora
But…
My brain is officially out of order
And every other excuse they made so I couldn’t get a sip of water
Please believe me… I never knew I had a daughter
Mental health is real
I need sleep to heal
Poke tapped and prodded but nobody tell me what’s real
And I still don’t know how i feel
I just don’t want to beg or make light of a hater
Just wondering wtf is all the hate for?
pussy ass bitch just a low level whore
I suffer for no man, no one never again, and no gun never no more!
Love 2/4
Nailed it today at school and got me a new client! Amen lol
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Retouch and highlight
https://youtu.be/j-fWDrZSiZs?si=mC6MeZ8rDENFmIbp
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I lost the picture again… how do they get in my house?
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Tired of everyone fucking with my head
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And not telling me what’s going on
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Yeah I’m pretty sure my ex help them now too
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Wish he knew he better than that but I tried
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I feel like going on strike… it’s too hard but I can’t do that to my mom and need my own money
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I have no friends… did they do that so I’d be desperate and go to him? HELL NO HE DISGUSTS ME
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They believe their own lies and I wouldn’t go to him even if pac asked me himself to
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I prefer to die then have to… why would I have to? Yeah right
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Him and my old friends just swear they tricked me too… NOPE
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I refuse to live in their sick weird world and they won’t let me get back to mine
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You have them on conspiracy, attempted murder, negligent homicide, accessory to rape after the fact, false reporting… WHAT THE FUCK IS THE PROBLEM?!?!
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How the hell do I get them away from me and out of my flesh
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Does anyone even realize that my life and dreams are OVER because of them and this
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They paying people to hurt me but expect my mom to support me when they make me this sick
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They paying people to cover it up yet I don’t even have my own money and haven’t in a DECADE
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Everytime I try to get back up I get a spirit infection and forced to share my body tapping and tracing and shit which I really can’t stand
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On top of my mental illness which they refuse to give me disability for too
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What’s going on and who is running this shit? My dad chose to die instead of telling me and I want to know what the fuck is going on
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It takes 3-5 hours to fall asleep cause they won’t stop talking or asking questions or talking and waking me up as soon as I do fall asleep
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The pain, the sleepwalking, the sick shit, the mentally abusive shit - why don’t anyone help or tell me and make them stop?
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They threw sick shit during sex to get me off him and I think a spell too cause it always go opposite and I dont like him for real anymore - hate and iw is getting stronger
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They have done this to every relationship I hav ever had and I wanr to know who and why even though I’m sure it was the fraud them bitches set me up with on 4th of July
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Idgaf who your brother is LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE
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They know that, they ALL know I’m not like that - just like pac been trying to tell you all. I WANT MY OWN FUCKING MONEY
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Why are they allowed to put THEIR SINS IN MY BODY?
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Is there any way to fix and prove that cause I’m tired of strangers coming up to me to say if I was you I’d kill myslelf
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Please I didn’t do shit and lived my life to answer to God the best I can
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Why won’t anybody help me or fix it?
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If I tell my mom they are sleeping me and robbing me again I go back to mental HELLLLL NOOOOO
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It’s not even my religion or culutire so HOW?
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Isn’t there a way to prove who and fix it?
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And the voices… I deal with the medical ones too much for their extra too
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I was sleeping and kept waking up because I kept feeling that gross nasty bitch in my body for some reason
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Them and the fraud is why it’s gone wrong all these years and made me thus sick and refuse to stop or go away
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I’ve told him no afleazt 3-4x
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I didn’t give them my body either though and it’s gross
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I’ve told him no afleazt 3-4x
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Iwww his thumb too (throw up)
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They’re trying to make my thiumbs like that too… SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME AND FIX IT
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Please fix my thumbs and body
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That’s why every time I start to lose weight I get fatter again STOP
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Why are they allowed to change my body that my god gave to me and not them
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They didn’t even ask perrmossion
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They’re forcing me to share my body… typing for me and everything to that I always have to fix… NO… ITS MY BODY AND I DONT WABT TO SHARE WITH THEM OR LIVE LIKE THIS
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I hear them on my roof and I’m mentally ill dealing with real voices that make me sick
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LEAVE ME ALONE I DONT HAVE TO BR THIS SICK
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Yes they do know what I’ve been thru and stalked me and tricked my friends and family since 97
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I refuse to be disrespected in order to find out wtf is going on
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They ruined another relationship as soon as we started building again by making me sick and lying to my bf
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IM MENTALLY FYCKING ILL AND DONT KNOW HOW TO GET THEM OUT OF ME OR STOP - I HAVE ZERO DEFENSE IN MU OWN FLESH
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You can’t change my culture body and religion just cause you want what? Money? Cause I don’t have none
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I wouldn’t be with you for a trillion dollars
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I hear your disgusting voice shut up and get off my roof and stop stalking me… I don’t even barely know you!!! We never even dated!!!!!
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You pretended to be pac
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Why? wtf do you really want?
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And let me guess… she pretended to be me?
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Is that why everybody hates and disrespects me or why I got judged and dropped after the gang rape you guys knew would happen if you went a second round? But nah you went again and pac u really think they went AGAIN NOW TOO
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I really don’t know what’s worse then getting assaulted up and down the east coast with nobody helping or believing
E
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But they went again
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I’m not into witch craft and have no clue how to fix me or make them stop
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Please make them stop changing the way I walk or talk case I’m good and better how I was… who knows how to fix this and me?
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I can’t stand it I can’t stand feeling like this
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I can’t stand their world either
I’ve been shaking since my relationship went to a point of no return… that’s means reeper is with me so I feel safe… fucking try it
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They brought back my ashtray too
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But never the money they steal or credit cards too
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They refuse to take no for an answer - this isn’t my religion and I refuse it to be… GET THE FUCK OUT OF ME
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STOP FUCKING STALKING ME TOO!!!! I WASNT THE FUCKING STALKER EITHER AND YOU KNEW THIS
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Someone was coming in and out my house when me and my ex broke up in like 2004 - there was eucalyptus from my plant on the lawn and assumed it was a dirty cop
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So you saw all the shit go down and never helped either - I ALWAYS LIVED MY LIFE LIKE SOMEOJE WAS WATCHING CAUSE MY DAD WAS BEING BLACK NAILED TOO
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WTF IS THE PROBLEM
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Then I relapsed and saw the dissapoint in the yankee gas guys face who was parked in front of my house - again why sweat it thought they’d realize I went straight and would go away
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The worst I ever did was sniff cocaine
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Oh boy you surround me with dope heads but boy that will never be me
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INDIDNT DO SHIT AND YOU KNOW JT
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Why do they think they can force me to change my religion? NOOOOOOOO
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GET OUT OF AND OFF ME!!!!!
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I don’t care if you had the fountain if youth get off me you make me sick even more then you already did prior making my mental illness worse on purpose
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It’s feels FUCKING DISGUSTING
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Sorry I don’t fuck with strangers in the shade or trust them… I’m an eye to eye bitch… I don’t listen to or entertain the voices in my head either
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I don’t have to be this sick if they just leave me and my body alone
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My old friends was fucking selling my free will and I’m just trying to figure out how they fucking got it to begin with
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Since 2001 caught a second when she was there and I walked in and we kissed in front of her and ah hah again on 2012 or 2013 - don’t I get a say in your marriage ceremony’s?
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How the fuck did them socio bitches get my free will to even begin with?
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Why does everybody think it’s ok to do to me?
That’s their culture and religion not mine please get them off of and out of me
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They were trying to do the shit for me
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The second I typed die to myself I ran out of work crying cause I knew they were back and sure enough here comes oh boy who allegedly saw me on the highway which is impossible - he would’ve thought I still lived in NC but nah he saw me in a car he never see not my style in a city I don’t live in with my hair curly which is soooo rare
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THATS why the only time the wouldn’t do the sick shit is when I was with my boy too
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How does it get worse then up and down the east coast though… SOMEONE better be able to stop this shit
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Yes you have the phone convo where u told her I was too?
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I told her*
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I’m actually glad you told them I was talking about you then made me… die slow bitch
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The one where she said she lived in ct when they did that…
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Check the phone bills of when she was at court when I stole the car… we weren’t friends for 3 years prior - please find ONE phone call we had - as I just typed treason to my fucking self
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She called and apologized a couple weeks later and I thought she grew up and forgave her
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I want them to throw their trash some where else then me
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They give my parents room the fucking finger every time I walk by… THAT ISNT ME
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I just told you I don’t fuck with strangers in the shade GET OFF MY BODY UNTIL I CHOOSE WHO
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Cause I trusted it was god before and they sexually and physically tortured me
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Fucking with me doing all that miraculous shit GO HEAL JAYME
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I’m trying to make money and best wishes for people and they stronger on the hate shit? HOW?
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If this bitch don’t stop and get out my fucking body u can’t go to school… got stuffed on tip tonight probably cause she saw her and not me
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I hate your third world shit and want to go back to my own religion
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I trust pac to do it for me
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All she had to do was get a cleansing - I know why my psychic told her that now… but no she rather throw her trash and blame me. WHAT DOES MY LIFE OR DREAM EVEN HAVE TO DO WITH YOU?
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I’m not a roach and able to admit reality to myself - how am I in a sess pool with them? Them over me too?
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Because the bitch that socio and can’t admit fault in herself… she’s too great and good
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And you guys so fucking stupid to believe them I get audited twice on taxes… you ever even bother to check theirs?
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Now I know why I tripped over her waking out my bed room when we were roommates - what did she do or write that was allegedly me?
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BITCH I HAVE A FUCKING DAUGHTER TO GET TO… if you knew that IM GOING BALLISTIC
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Cause last time we talked she laughed and said she was with her family and hung up… that was 10+ years ago and we weren’t even fighting
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I guess just like fat hoy they get paid and then I’m gone
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EVERYONE knows what’s going on but me and they won’t tell me
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NOBODY WILL FUCKING TELL ME WHATS GOING ON
Embarrassing? Fucking embarrassing? YOU DONT KNOW SHIT ABOUT BEING EMBARRADED
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How about a teenager lifting your shirt up when you gaining pounds by the day showing her friend, touching my belly while laughing and running? How did the twisted bitch know I match my underwear? How about your own bf laughing with a rapist about my hair
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I’m screaming rape everywhere cause I’m coming back to and everyone knew that too but again nobody tells me that
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Looking at me, touching me and worse, taking pictures
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I can go on for years about humiliation
My mom made me feel better… I told her how they robbed me and took my ashtray then put it back 2 days later and she busted out laughing
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I hate my aunt… they should do it to her and tell us then how to cope
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Is he going to start raping me again?
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I think it’s a psych
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Idky I just don’t want to lay down
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I’m a miss school today… they do it and knock me down everytime that easy
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Why won’t anybody help me and make them leave me alone?
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My step dad was being cool as fuck too and gave me a drink so I can try to sleep but idky I don’t want to
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I kept waking up this morning because it’s so icky when h feel like her instead of me
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That’s what made me so sick today and it’s not over or stopping
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Boyfriend gone… here they go again… I told my mom if it’s some rich man I’m gonna ice pick him on the police station lawn and made her promise to visit me n jail
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That’s what made me so sick today and it’s not over or stopping
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I think it’s a psych I know it’s not pac…I think they so mad cause I keep going to pac
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Like… I AM insane I AM going to do the same thing… but why are you exempt? You’re the one going rounds doing it again and again…isn’t that the same thing too?
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Expecting different results
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Nah I can’t be with no mother fucker that wants me in a hoop d and cheap
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I bet you he old as fuck too
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Movie suggestion: French Exit
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They fucking with my money again and won’t let me charge on my card
To: Fix You
https://youtu.be/k4V3Mo61fJM?si=kr0U9UC398M6v8C1
If only I knew they would’ve told me if they was really true
And all that shit they did to use me to get back at you
I don’t know what to do
Just have to make sure they can’t do this to my daughter too
My biggest mistake was believing the words I love you
That’s what they say before they stab the knife into my back
And then they tie me so I can’t defend myself or attack
Them bitches wack
They don’t have a clue what they do
And I’m sure they expect Jesus to just forgive them too
Idk idc I’m just so mad I wasn’t aware
And every hateful word they whispered to my soul
Like at least she did something with her life as I was growing old
COLD… cold as fuck
Bitches can be so trife
I’m not the one that’s desperate to be someone’s wife
I’m the one that lives for the day cause tomorrow not promised and can be the end of your life
And yeah I like war more and slow mo, and dead stops paying homage and another save
And not one picture left but they never counted on the memories back to me that God gave
I still visit his grave
Pac gonna come back for me before early onset dementia does
The whole time we spinning he was just trying to remind me what we was
And I’m a tell him all about what jealousy does
And how they would’ve had their own dreams come true because
I don’t get it cause I’m the easiest person to talk to
My delivery might be brash but they knew
And that’s what happened - I protected the people who were hitting me too
Never again no more and they dead if they try to apologize to me one more time
Don’t worry about me im fine
Yes NOW they finally told me my own crime
Pac if I knew I NEVER would’ve cheated on you… and I believe we finally proved that too
Do I date or do I wait?
https://youtu.be/fZnra7M79Xo?si=MHEbRzg6kCosY_PV
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And it’s not my religion - I don’t like it
https://youtu.be/4bgWBM6MANA?si=aWcLvdf1kXDrjszT
It gives me so much hope again…
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Sometimes I thought that hope was a curse to dissapointment when things never come thru… I don’t know how I feel about it right now… but it feels good if it’s real…
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My bandana… Kylash probably remembers mine… why we not allowed to talk about it though?
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Everyone I met hates me again
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Marlin dead he can’t confirm
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I was mad cool with E and he was mean too
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It hurt
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My hell mate the only one I have but it’s ok cause he really is always there for me when I need someone
They shut down yet another instagram account of mine… follow me on CLA919250
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Stop acting like you are going to make stalking me legal too
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