Originally Posted by
A Disciple
So like I assume when my left side my heart side hurt it’s my pire and when the right side hurt it’s my babies? If it is my babies upset I wrote them back a lot too…
For My Unborn Child 2
I pray you never know the loss of a friend
Or the ones that are fake and just pretend
I pray you a heart to stick up for what is right
Even if that means an ass whooping in that fight
Never be afraid of a whisper in the night
Cause maybe that is God showing you the light
Fuck what the books written by man tells you
Would you be mad if a few religions I bestow you
Or just keep it catholic cause though I don’t agree
I can’t deny he’s always been there for me
And let me tell you now…
I want so bad for you too, to feel what its like when the angels carry you
But to put you in danger, do I have the courage to do?
I want you never to be scared if and when you look deep into his eyes
Cause people like us, sometimes we just recognize
And if you feel lost, just know these words are right here
No matter, what, no matter what, never you fear
Persevere
Sometimes life isn’t always what is seems
Never let them tell you, you can’t follow your dreams
You pick him out
He’s got to be real and he has to be strong
And he has to be able to admit when he’s wrong
Mommy is a little more than innocent
So he has to understand that when you are in bed some nights I wanna get bent
Family… that is one thing that is sooo important to me
And if possible, can I be the only babies mommy?
If not cool, because I know just what not to do by watching mine
In fact, mammy is a great role model too, she’ll show you the shine
I hope you have fun each and every day
Fuck those mother fuckers that say there is no time for play.
If I don’t ask, then please, please don’t tell
But you can always run to me if life feels like its got you under that spell
And if I ignore some shit, don’t act like that means that I don’t know
I hope we never but heads and to the realness we have to show
God I pray you are not a brat
I pray I always see the real you so I can change that
I hope your Daddy is such a man that is something for which you aspire to be
And he is just as dedicated to you, as I am, to our family.
And you don’t have to cry wolf
He’s here, he’s near you
This why I want you to know they should fear you
Revere you
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Then I hear Rakim talking about squeezing lungs and all the taps or tingles or sparkles or pain the dimples they come and I go back to normal and they hate and come again… I remember panther juice - they don’t sell it in the liquor stores anymore and I’m fine with that but what I’m not fine with is anybody but my pire and family on my body - when they gonna let me heal? New blood and they kicked my ass and told me exactly where to go but no I won’t… I’m not accepting it and I refuse to let them get away with it too… even on they swear I sould shit… hardly… I stood and he left me so what’s the problem? I don’t owe anybody but my moms a thing and for my own seeds or lost ones? I don’t mind training but get me in a zone correct. Nobody is going to make or demand I say disrespect to soul and my flesh is ok… it’s not! Someone kicked my ass up and down the east coast and still hitting. I’m just trying to tell them they had the wrong bitch to begin with - my old friends slick and smart and devious as all hell and I get that now. But don’t take greed over power and give me back mine… I have a Devine rite and instinct to protect myself and my young at all costs… I’m not worried about striking back - so what’s the problem?
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If I knew how to shoot in the dark I would’ve BEEN shot a long time ago…