Lost One

Lost One

Owls supposed to stay wise
Was that yours, his, or his black eyes
The silent scream I remember
99 but shit…
You know I’m just “gone til November”
To forgive or understand back to their demand
Or misunderstand
To paint that portrait of me?
Or to keep leading me back to insanity
Swearing they so special
But without me they can’t make it official
So what you saying?
Talking about Miami Heat
You know each other then
You knew me when I was walking with bare feet?
Or when my ass was rocked back to sleep on some stairway to Heaven
Mattress or hypnotism
But I wasn’t even with either of them
I’ll talk to you, you, you and my baby daddy

I’m so confused…

In tarot the 4 of coins says don’t be afraid to spend them
You got to give to get
But me? I’m just trying bend him
Remembering more than I forget
But for that IX (9)
The nine of swords - it’s cause I take all the pain
While he just invincible making it rain
But here these bitches got me looking so funny
Cause before my dues it was all for the love of money

Work? Yeah… I was good at something good
Not just for the talent I used in the hood
To date… I’ve only loved 2 men more then yay
I mean what’s the point I only went back when I realized they were already gone any way
And this day? I’m not so vested
Makes me miss slow mo when tested
Dodging accidents did he notice I was a runner
Pure… nah I wouldn’t say that just that my nature won’t let me stunt her
I will not pray with them I will not bow
I rather be dead and I wanna know why and how
Notice how I’m always saying sorry
But nah I’m not that vintage or into Atari
I know what I like
I know what I need
My mint green bike
My wrists as they bleed
Yo I’m sorry but I refuse to sacrifice for anything over order
And you got me real scared how you raising my daughter

Nah… you Lost one and I’m wondering why I even ran back looking so stupid
You prolly wish I never woke up while you out there playing Cupid
Married to the game? “Yeah I fuck with all the bishes making money”
I dated one broke dude though cause the song, “song cry” hit me kinda funny
“Word is back home… I was just fucking them boys I was gonna be right back”
I learned it from watching you and now you wanna use it to attack
And like it feels like I’ve just been smacked
Well I’m awake now and I wanna do you one better
A good girl snaps back but only if you let her


You didn’t wake me up! They did it to spite you or for what? Cause… I’m a real person inside of here