Addiction
I sit and stare at the wall,while I fall out in to this zone
thinkin my brain is fried,cuz I always think that I'm alone
sweatin the drugs out of my body,when there is no more around
I start shaking like I was cold,cuz my high is coming down
start looking for more drugs,like I was hungry for some food
even if I have to rob and steal,cuz I start getting in a bad mood
I feel that I need it in my system,just to let the day go by
cuz when I feel that high,it just makes the time fly
but I ask why,is the devil in my system
I know if I die,people will say we don't even miss him
so I just take another puff,and let the smoke go into my lungs
cuz I rather die doing drugs,insted of being shot or hung
won't even have to feel the pain,cuz my brain will go numb
but I think I need to stop,cuz it starting to make me feel dumb
I know its a bad habit,but I always through alot of depression
but I won't even stop,until my brain actually gets the message
so I guess I will keep doing it everyday,until I learn my lesson
Or get me some mental help,so I can tell them my confessions
so until the day that I die,I'm always gonna be on a mission
I'm always gonna be a trouble maker,until I can fight all my addictions
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