Veterans of Foreign War
By: The Halfway House
[
Storyteller,
Tactixx,
Kaotic Theory, Dev, &
Cry]
"My eyes are shot from thoughts
that are brought forth with no remorse, for me to rot.
I am belittled with each step back,
i push to the future but my time capsules cracked.
I'm wacked with great reality that slaps
TRUTH between the eyes of no norm on crack.
Left to hang by my neck... no help is around,
no need to hit the ground running i'm far too gone now.
I NEED TO FIGHT!...
even though its a diamond in the rough,
i just dont know if it's too late...
...or is it even enough."
I liked how this opened up, not too much but just enough to get me interested. The time capsule metaphor was dope, I like how you worded it to, great job on aesthetics. The flow could have been a lil better but I still liked it all the same.
Icy palms sweat, while I think of previously killed nam vets
Still I put out my stong neck for unknown political concepts
My unit's in it for a long stretch, too far past bomb threats
These war scars reach depths a man's soul has never gone yet
Our eyes have spawned death, so we seek some sort of release
The soldier's horrid disease has brought my core to its knees
No sure way to stay alert in the trees or to store all the grief
So at times for me, I inject PCP just so I can function & see
Dunk pain pills in scotch to block thoughts that are suicidal
The most powerful army on the globe caught in a downward spiral
This picks up nicely. The flow jumps up a couple paces with a shit load of multi's, and well used ones at that, loved the cadence in this verse, i would normally ask for more metaphors or similies but since you really geared up the story I don't even give a fuck about the meta's. Great follow through.
So much blood shed, carnage in my thought's
not much I slept, eight ball's of meth I sought
like a new start toward's the end of existance
for instance, erasing memories for vengeance
practical death I met, so drug's was my engine
.........kickstarting a new era, fuck the world
peace was now dead, popping pills to kill my sorrow
no more tomorrow, oxycontins help my brain to freeze
swallowing so much evil just to fall asleep in peace..
alright I like were the stories going, now the niggaz back from Iraq or Afghanistan, or where ever the fuck he was serving. The rhyme scheme was alright, thought it could have been a little better. Flow was good though and I liked your knowledgeable drug references... ah man i love this spell check, seriously, if your using Internet Explorer, why? I digress, any way nice verse and I liked out it ended, cant go wrong with that.
I just want to.. sleep...
My scars of war are camouflaged by a mirage of thoughts that...
my mind contorts, its a blinding force to stop reminding my cor-tex...
of all the stress kept repressed, lining my flawed chest
an amphetamine test, i snort to regress back to before i was messed-up...
on a depressed quest to injest stuff that corrupts so im less fucked
about why they didnt...
...arrest the sex pest that touched my girl up... i protested but...
cos the molesting fuck wasnt confessing much, said...
a consenting crush of relenting lust rushed over the two of us
...it got brushed under the carpet, it left her so broken hearted
so regardless...
i marked him my target of carnage and embarked to carve it...
'rapist'........ and rip apart his carcass like a vulture at harvest
gripping the dark arts of a cultures market
but my girl said no! thats when the drugs started!
...............................................and when the thug departed!
Loved this verse, like a fat kid loves Banana-Nut Cream Pie, yes. The flow was kinda poetry style which is right up my mother fucking dirt road (we don't have alleys in the south, duh) lots and lots of fantabulous multi's, had to make up a fucking word for that one, you're free to use it. Also the direction you took the story was real cool, keep it fresh, I likes that shit. Dope verse, hope your not a secret rapist . Dopity Dope Dope Dope son.
They're all screaming.. the team's on fire, they need me,
the only girl in the group's dead, her brains bleeding..
pain's seeping from the mouths of the living...
the Hummer's about to blow, but doubt is insisting -
that I leave now, fuck the kids screams! save myself,
but I can't.. I have to stay, I made my hell..
so in my brain, my mind spells.. H-E-L-P..
accompanied by their echo's of "save me! help me!!"
and I think, "well maybe - but tell please.. will I live?
will I be able to go home to my ki- ..oh shit" I cringe,
at a standstill I shift.. my eyes start working,
that soldier was my wife, now inside - my heart's burning,
dry and parched, yearning.. for a more refreshing outcome,
then I see the Volkswagon that I made a Hummer out of..
and it sounds dumb.. but my next move was big...
I jump right into the wreck to get to the kids -
but I'm late, I was too persistant to live and my heart knows..
that I'm a true war veteran as soon as the car blows...
"How many times do these things have to happen,
before "abnormal events" become everyday occurances?"
Kept the same pace from the last verse, great beginning, I love how you start it off with alot of action and wind it down, perfect for an ending verse. Real creative, the word play was nice, everything just meshed well in this verse and did the whole piece justice, you tied it all together nicely, no qualms on my end.
"According to a Veteran's Administration study, half of the Vietnam combat veterans suffered from what Psychiatrists call Post-Traumatic-Stress-Disorder. Many vets complain of alienation, rage, or guilt Some succumb to suicidal thoughts. Eight to Ten years after coming home almost eight-hundred-thousand men are still fighting the Vietnam War."
"My eyes are shot from thoughts
that are brought forth with no remorse, for me to rot.
I am belittled with each step back,
i push to the future but my time capsules cracked.
I'm wacked with great reality that slaps
TRUTH between the eyes of no norm on crack.
Left to hang by my neck... no help is around,
no need to hit the ground running i'm far too gone now.
I NEED TO FIGHT!...
even though its a diamond in the rough,
i just dont know if it's too late...
...or is it even enough."
nice use of repetition, bring the piece full circle.
It's never enough...