The resurrected made me laugh but it’s really not funny - does anybody have any advice?
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I doubt that…
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Like they straight up stalking and taunting me and done some REAL illegal shit
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Now you threatening my moms? Peep the name… I’m not on any gangster shit I’m on some go to jail shit for once
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Even better? CRIMINAL MENTAL
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You have to sleep on your back in there
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Nah I don’t want to talk shit I want to be free
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I’m tired of getting hit with this or that and I don’t need or appreciate the pre step either… I’m grown and I don’t understand WHO has this demand to run or decide for me?
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I’m a be honest even if it is my pire… I can’t understand a God or person that would disrespect my body
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But I want to be a victory not a victim so like… the.problem is being bullied around in my own body and kissing my hands
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I refuse to sit here with or for them bitches and people feel they can demand for me. I know and ever since I woke up you wouldn’t believe what they’ve done to me so who did it?
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You can’t demand to be my family and disrespect me ESPECIALLY in the name of God
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What rite do you have to MAKE ME
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It’s real freely shit and I don’t know either but I’m tired of feeling blamed for everything too. I don’t fucking know either - NOBODY explains or is explaining shit to me.
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But I know I didn’t do shit to deserve mental, physical, and sexual torture
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I have a family that loves and respects me already and don’t even want yours
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You not going to disrespect and treat my body like it’s some shell… I’m fucking still in here…
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I want and deserve peace and comfort in my own body, religion, and environment
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And on reality… it’s not what I want it’s what it is… WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?
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I’m not trying to “change cloths” I’m fighting to be MYSELF BY MYSELF IN MY SELF I didn’t sell or rent myself so like…
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I’m just gonna keep airing out as long as you allow them to keep “loading” me… I’m not an actress, I can’t sing or rhyme… I can write… but as far as my family and ties and creed… why are they allowed to block them?
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Like my shadows don’t disrespect my body and act like it’s theirs and not mine
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I don’t think it’s me writing that is there problem but let’s solve it cause… I’m grateful if I can get a shot but all this? Like nah I didn’t and wouldn’t do that! I’m just trying to get back in my zone without being terrorized every time I reach for or start to remember my pire so like…
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I can’t be anyones “soul survivor” right now
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You not thicker than blood though so how are you so strong and able to block?
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It’s not my nature they gonna have to come back later when they learn some respect
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I wrote on the wrong thread again… I’m sorry can you delete?
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