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    Re: A Disciple's Thread

    yeh me to it was banging more opinions more art but keep doing your thing your bringing the guests in here

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    I’m so happy… yay!!!! This site has done so much for me to even accept my mental illness and giving me my own thread for outbursts - they should get funding from Nani for that shit. And it was pacs passion too… when they find out that he’s probably Jiceras father I think it will really flood @Candy

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    I was 14 adoption of course if he didn’t get her… I don’t remember what happened I just remember a few seconds and us picking her name

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    NAMI*

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    Do you celebrate Halloween in Australia? You wanna hear something funny… the psych that brainwashed me fled to Austria after the Newtown baby massacre - he was his dr too @Candy

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    Australia*

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    I think that’s why my dad drank himself to death… because he allowed it by accident

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    His sister is a psych so my entire family trusted them

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    Including me… until one time in I patient I was telling the dr everything about my break and I looked up and saw my friend who was murdered and died on my lap shaking his head no

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    Then I started to pay attention and THEY FUCKED UP and have NO LOVE for us

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    If you look at Jiceras baby pic she look just like him… especially her lips - I put it on my profile unless you know how to post pics here

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    I’m scared though cause I’m real incognito and don’t want the attention or questions or extra stress from it… I always preferred to blend in a crowd

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    Unless I was safe with people who were heavy artillery

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    @Candy look at my profile pic… you see it?

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    I want to find her when I get better

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    When I type in my name all the searches on adoption data bases go to Cali
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    As much as I hallucinate and see him…
    I’m willing to take that chance

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    Lol ur dr is a low life.. yeh I see ur profile pic..

    Yeh we celb Halloween kids came by for candy yesterday so I filled em up lol

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    Written in 2019… things are much better now that he’s out pac

    Dear Pac
    Pac why nobody writing to you?
    Next to me yelling or chasing me out of the room
    He got busted that night and I learned to stay away
    So who is that voice interrupting me when I pray
    E 125th telling me Im a be alright
    So why tonight am I still losing the fight
    Im not even sure if I can trust you anymore
    I heard the rumors, they saying I'm some coke whore
    How he don't even care, it really wasn't a bluff - was it?
    I guess being unprepared mostly does it
    I burned out 3 stars wishing so hard and it feel like god don't even care
    When I went on to check and he wasn't even there
    I couldn't do anything but stare
    You told me he didn't care
    I didn't wanna wake up even though it was curry
    I heard, heard I died, said ok and rushed in a hurry
    I didn't survive them shots
    Cause after shit just got worse
    And I'm so sick of living the side of the cursed
    How they can make me feel so sick this easy
    Tapping and tracing and posing I rather be back where the Ds be
    I ain't scared of jail no more...
    The pain, the physical pain I get practically every night
    Back then I'd shake it off and said I don't care I was with god when they'd make fun of my plight


    Even my God left me, I can't understand anymore
    Yeah Pac, I was talking mad shit to satan banging down his door
    What we even here for?
    The hissing and tizzing the letting go of my wheel screaming
    Popping all this shit cause they heard I was a demon
    Then how that be my peace and comfort be gone
    I been said I'm not going to make it but I ain't even do no wrong
    I don't deserve that trick to lay in peace with one that hates me
    Or forced to live this sick shit while strangers debate how I see
    They have me in so deep I have no clue who to trust
    They trade my peace and comfort for pain and add addiction their must
    Talking about a good fella that catch a raw deal
    What the fuck am I even still here for, really my real


    I know God is listening I burned out 3 stars wishing so hard
    But I never get what I ask for ever since I shot down in that yard
    Not that I ever really did before, on our side we don't get what we need
    Only what is going to hurt more
    And I don't even know how I'm a sleep now
    Like always just when things get better, we just on the reverse - how?
    Right now I could give a fuck about this earth
    And I'm tired of them degrading my self worth
    They swear its so easy and I'm so quick to forgive
    How much longer God do I have to live

    I'll never get over them raping me
    I can care less about them taping me
    I guess it's for the weak cause I just can't get past it
    Then to add the extra right after I blasted it
    I ain't ever get a friend, or anyone to understand me
    And I'm starting to realize its cause my birth dads family
    Well he's dead, and pac you are too
    I don't care if I have to do it by myself, conviction on this genocide past due

    So tell them keep laughing and proving all that you can do
    I don't feel so stupid, virgin is sacred in our blood - so what? Es tu and fuck you then too
    Maybe the pattern was just repeating the first
    I never had to care less over more but nah I ain't them tricks quenching their thirst
    I'm so confused I thought at first finally it all made sense
    But he never came back for me and I been fucked up ever since
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    As much as I hallucinate and see him…
    I’m willing to take that chance

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    He never left me… but I just don’t understand why he made it seem one way when it was another… or was that just the way god kept me safe until…

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    Well pac kept me safe*

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    Something seriously happened when I was allegedly shot… they kicked my ass up and down the east coast and it wasn’t even me that did anything to deserve that

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    Tired of being the victim then being punished for it too

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    If they were a real God - they wouldn’t have made that mistake

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    You’re HUMAN just like the rest of us

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    Maybe when they tell my mother the truth or does she snap then?

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    I was 14 my dad didn’t fuck up trusting the them.. he did what he thought was best for me and was trying to get jicera back in our lives that birthday I was drugged and had to go inpatient because they accused me of suicide

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    A week before I was 14 but you love to throw that in too… because I lied about my age and got punished for that I made it a point NOT TO LIE UNLESS I HAVE TO

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    It actually made me not a liar

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    I hope to get better and find her, but I do need help… I don’t even know where to begin… I just know you put on your mask before you put on your kids so you BOTH don’t die

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    I got to learn to shut up… but I need some reality please

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    Not delete and move on

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    I can’t stand when I fall into their manipulation and control… now I see it

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    How about you just tell me to my face what’s up - ever try that one?
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    As much as I hallucinate and see him…
    I’m willing to take that chance

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    As much as I hallucinate and see him…
    I’m willing to take that chance

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    YO FOR REAL WHO KEEPS EDITING MY SHIT AND WHYYYY

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    You see how much I write? I’m supposed to memorize every line - nah I just know my style amd it’s different

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    Mostly how I tell or how I use vv over vagina when I write usually too

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    No means no… I think we need to run that campaign again cause drs starting to think their gods but don’t even understand the word no

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    What ever dream you won’t stop cause you swear ima miss out on is something I don’t even want in 50% Sure - especially when you won’t stop or tell or ask me

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    I don’t fuck with strangers in the shade anymore… they won’t get a chance to fuck me over or hurt or abuse or try to kill me again
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    As much as I hallucinate and see him…
    I’m willing to take that chance

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    The ghosts are rolling so deep right now… they even turned my light when I was sleeping

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    He dead but I saw the sign on the walking making the same promises - I believe him
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    As much as I hallucinate and see him…
    I’m willing to take that chance

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    As much as I hallucinate and see him…
    I’m willing to take that chance

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    I’m very upset that I feel like I’m stuck feeling like them in my own flesh only their religion. I pray they meet the god that drill me and make me feel like… I just hope my god does it to them too
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    As much as I hallucinate and see him…
    I’m willing to take that chance

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    You keep flashing pictures of him with the same 5 girls… EXACTLY… he was coming back for me

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    I posted on my ig and it was posted here… thanks to everyone that EVERYTHING is inadmissible on this site lmfao

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    However… rape, sodomy, and attempted murders from even before I was on this site is not…

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    You keep flashing pictures of him with the same 5 girls… EXACTLY… he was coming back for me I joined after the gang rape in Jan 2011

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    The exact night of the exact parking ticket I have yet to pay… go catch a real criminal/criminals
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    As much as I hallucinate and see him…
    I’m willing to take that chance

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    I get scared a lot… I’m scared of everything
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    As much as I hallucinate and see him…
    I’m willing to take that chance

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    @Soule where is he?
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    As much as I hallucinate and see him…
    I’m willing to take that chance

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    Social experiment? FOHHHHHHH
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    As much as I hallucinate and see him…
    I’m willing to take that chance

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