A Disciple's Thread

[NoNun2]

Talking about manipulating a bitch into your plan for her against her wishes and decisions every time

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What? You think you can make me love you or something? NOT I’m miserable in this environment - my hell mate free why I’m not

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You just stay fucking with my head how many years now?

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Until they get the answer they want - that’s when they’ll stop

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Fuck all that… I refuse to submit to people that are less than me. You’re too selfish you think you can make my life be all about you

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Get them off me please I don’t know how to do that either

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NOBODY will tell me wtf is going on

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My mom probably signed legal agreement not to tell me idk idc yes or no… it’s that easy

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I wish more people could be point blank

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Feel like talking shit to my aunt but I’ll shut up… why did my cousin stop doing her make up? She was really good at it

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When I realized she knew what I was talking about… either someone lied about it and said I was or they have tied down with more than invisible chains

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Have me tied down with more than invisible chains… If you ain’t dead leave my body alone

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Yes

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Well no one told me about it but Jayme was there when my mom was on the floor

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We need some 30+ clubs

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She had a paw tattoo but never smelled so idk and that better be why or them bitches fucked

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I asked her if I found a vampire would she be down and she said hell yeah

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Why you wouldn’t help my best friend?

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It can get rid of the black plague but not cancer? I don’t believe that

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Get off my body and put me back to ghost taps please

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You can do all that and all that twisted shit though… I’m medical you’re fucking sick

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Get off me PERIOD

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First question for God… how can someone change your religion without permission or consent?

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I don’t want anything to do with them why would I ever be their friends again? and why they just won’t go away… well I know it’s because they are twisted and sick and evil and scared to leave the scene of the crime

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They just need to know that they’re not caught and make sure their lies are working

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I bet you one of them on this thread right now

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I have enough with the medical voices I hear and don’t need to hear them too

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Why do they think MY life is about THEM? Why do they keep poking me

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Least favorite friend, thought I had to friend knew she was a little off but not this bad

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I didn’t know them bitches at alll

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They pretend well… at least they know what the right thing to do is they just chose not to do it

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Yes proof I can go on a stand for that on 3 of them

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What do you call looking at and touching me with out my knowledge permission or consent… then dumb enough to talk about it… I caught BJ, SH, and KA

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Laughing in my face talking about it like it was someone else too… I get it

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I feel gross cause of that

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When did they turn me into a human toy then blow up doll and how and why and how do I know it can never happen again?

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How did people like them get more rites over me then even me?

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Second question for God

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Didn’t think stuff like that was possible

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Kept too busy to think or remember

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If you were tied down invisibly and couldn’t push him off you while they were saying all that sick shit you might’ve thought about changing your religion too

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They still trying

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I know they can’t do it for me but they better stop trying

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Then he said it was the best sex? Out of here freak

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Cause I have nothing to hide I ai t ever do shit that I’m not prepared to answer for and ask god

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So you think I’m a lie to god before you?

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Get off my roof and put me back where you found me

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I’m mentally ill and don’t want to hear their voices

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Dissected a good one but why only on their command

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Disassociated*

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It happen again I’m going to jail

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Completely prepared for that

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Gonna try to sleep… services in a few hours

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Cause I blamed my mental illness on that weird shit and didn’t realize it was pastille

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Didn’t realize it was possible*

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Please make them go away and get their trash out my body

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Nite

[NoNun2]

I can’t focus until they leave me alone - but that’s what it feels like

[NoNun2]

I get it pac… just that easy you don’t trust him

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What’s wrong? EAT

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My brother a sister we’re both drug addicts when I was growing up… I learned to hate them and used to be really mean to them but when I switched teams they were nice to their customers and so I was too… my biggest mistake was reapexting a coke head because I then became one too… I think it’s best to keep the disrespect going to be honest

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My brother and sister both have over 25 years of sobriety now

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It sucks to be bad at something good… but then I realized I was damn good executive assistant too

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To be good at something bad*

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Yeah I used to be good at computers too lmfao and yeah just never fit anywhere always being sided for the next too

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Didn’t care… if it wasn’t real I didn’t want it either

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Yeah we were young like that 2

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Toio*

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Nothing on this earth would EVER make me hurt my family though

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Cause I wanted a club lol and a laundry mat so I started paying attention

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When the salon came in it was a wrap

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Hell no lol

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I know I can jump back in and get what 16 years? Fuck all that

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I know I can jump back in and get what 16 years? Fuck all that

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I know I can jump back in and get what 16 years? Fuck all that

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Not even for that $143.5M I’m determined to get out of all this

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It was my goal when I cashed in on my pension and 401k to move back home… my mom looked like hell on a visit

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You know she actually got me to eat fish today that wasn’t fried. It was good as all hell

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Lost the final remainder moving to Norwalk

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I cut 7 grams to 32 back then nah… he got a beat down lmfao

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So I shot up the wall with a paint gun etc etc etc

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Shit just got escalated way out of proportion - nobody give a fuck about that anymore

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Only custies like fish scale… it’s light as fuck

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I walked by a plant and my Nextel hummed

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I assumed it was the police watching and I was quit so I didn’t care

[NoNun2]

Where did my wu track 10 piece go… do you know how hard I worked on that one?

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If I was in the industry… I’d switch to bonuses and salaries while branching all together like a corporation to add benefits too

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Show money your money

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Like a union

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OK… everything under CLA919 for a fully loaded 2026 blazer and to pay off my student loans?

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I can write more I write 90% more than I trace

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I traced for murderers and fell asleep trac Ng their confessions - my mom found them and took me to psych lmfao

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Pay off loans and credit cards - I ruined my credit by accident again

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Everyone know the first fire the best

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I said I’m not gonna speak on it so I won’t but I’m pissed

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Ice cube hasn’t made me smile like that since a good day ) yeah my ex favored him a little old crush

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Officially on pause despite the break up

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And after that cop - I will NEVER attempt to date a white man again - and I’m not the reverse racist - they are!

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Just every time I try disaster

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And Lu ex that’s Puerto Rican he treats me like white guys do too fuck all that

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My ex*

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Some of them I let cause it doesn’t bother me and then some think their entitled and it makes me REAL mad

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My body I’m the boss… so how that not happen?

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Yeah they found PACs crazy baby mom but I’m only 75% sure now again

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Yeah why I probably flipped out the first 5 minutes of ps I love you

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Nah that’s what makes them crazier then me.. I AM legit mentally ill despite them

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Just… it has nothing to do with authority - it’s you only live once and I have to

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I want my mark here too

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Somethings to say I’m here and I made it for you too God

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“Cause gods gift to you is life and what you do with it your gift back”

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I want to fix jail and mental so that they can actually fix us not cage us and mask symptoms I’m living proof that there is life after insanity

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You can fix us

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I hit insanity like 6 times or 9 in one year after getting shot - will someone at least tell 50 cent if I was or was not shot cause they won’t tell me

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If they robbing people or selling drugs give them an education and job and if they raping people or hurting kids cut off their dick

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Group them together so they don’t learn how to commit new crimes

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Keep gangs away from each other rather then forcing them to share cells

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Stop aggregating us talking shit on purpose cause you don’t know what it’s like to pop off

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That should be a hate crime too

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NOBODY likes losing control

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It’s like you make fun of us for fucking up probably just like you did only we got caught

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Every co has its study and honestly - I’ll shut up but I didn’t forget you either or how you treated me

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Every co has their reason why*

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Why they became one

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My mom stoped doing the basement cause she thought it looked like the padded room. LMAO nah I never got the padded room but been tied to the bed twice

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As form of punishment I wasn’t violent at all

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I’m at fucked up in there

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It’s fucked up in there*

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It’s not because you all did it on purpose it’s cause he had someone on deck that quick and I’m tired

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For every bitch he give the opportunity to laugh at me and say I’m stupid like they better

[NoNun2]

I haven’t been able to eat since my boyfriend left me Friday… scared… don’t want to have to go inpatient - but I can’t even stomach an ensure

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I know one thing… when I heal… I’ll never give a man the opportunity to do this to me again

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Yo I’m really feeling uncle Murda though… OG just stepping in killing them young bucks… you go boy

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I can’t wait to ghost write - I’m a be freaking everyone out like Pac did me lol

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As a virgin getting pregnant and making my confirmation pregnant - that Hail Mary really freaked me out

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And patiently waiting by 50 too

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Got so sick when Juno came out - thinking it was Magic
Kicking my ass - not my own life story

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I don’t know if it was my own coping mechanism cause my whole life when I was hurt I’d say to myself delete and move the fuck on

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I sat in my car for 14.5 hrs going off on them on Instagram just bleeding

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The I wake up and feel embarrassed - then I get hurt or mad and do it again

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Dizzy and nauseous as fuck!!! But it really makes me want to throw up just thinking of food right now - don’t want my mom to know cause if she find out she would take me in so I’m praying I don’t pass out either

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I hate that I feel I have to lie to my mom so much just to protect her - she hurt when I hurt so I pretend that I’m ok

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One thing I’m proud of.. I finally kicked drinking again

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My bf called me sleezy but the friend he left me to fuck isn’t sleezy for fucking her friends man? Yo I don’t get that

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He twisted

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When I was in my “torture” cell in NC my phone disappeared - I went to get a new one and my dad came to the store and said no it will be back… 2 or 3 days later it was on my bed room floor - HOW DID HE KNOW IT WOULD BE BACK??

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I know in my heart it has something to do with why he drunk himself to death

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That’s why I don’t drink anymore

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My dad loved me to death!!!!!! We were VERY close

[NoNun2]

Ok guys last butt shot if I’m a be accused of being sleezy anyway

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He said my ass isn’t all I think it is… the tuck it ain’t

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Just kidding… I ain’t gonna play myself

[NoNun2]

Just cause you a snake doesn’t mean you’re grimy… it means yoU have venom

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When can I strike?

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I hate him because any other night my parents would be in bed by 9

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I’ve been hated him since he told me I’d never be raped again and if I was I could kill them

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I posted I was so blessed for having my boyfriend on fb then he finds a way to break up with me

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He took all my money before he left me too

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My last friend just died and he fucked the other two I had… I recognize it’s the same game Anthony played and I’m tired as fuck

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I didn’t do anything wrong to anyone and don’t deserve to be played with

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I am never dating again

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I didn’t even want to get married in the first place but he tricked me. I think he was prepped on things to say to make me trust him and I want to know why

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I can’t eat I can’t sleep I’m sick as fuck again

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I literally have NO ONE and if I ever talk to him again I’m just using him for company but I doubt it… all the sudden he is ugly as fuck to me and the thought of him makes me want to throw up

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You pay people to hurt me why won’t you pay me?

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There’s nobody left and I’ll never trust again

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You get to every friend and bf I ever had

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The voices in my head say my old friends are going to prison for the rest of their life but I’ll believe it when I see it

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They got away with gang raping if I was shot they got away with it too and then human trafficking

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When are they going to stop and leave me alone?

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Leave me and my life alone*

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I literally have nobody but my very small family left

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I’ll never trust a friend or boyfriend again and just have to go back to learning how to be all alone

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I want to press charges on them

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Mellisa, Bobbie Jo, Kassandra, Kevin and ikon - I want to press charges

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Kassidra^

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He’s out… when am I free?

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What did I even do wrong?

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My life has been their joke and game since 1997

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TAF

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If the dope head asks me to marry him one more time he’s getting shot

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Get them away from me get them out my flesh and give me back my body and freewill

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I have no clue how they do it

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I want to know how my father knew my phone would be back in a couple of days and is it related to him drinking himself to death

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Get them out of my fucking flesh I don’t know how to

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I don’t think I’ll ever understand or forgive god

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Almost every day for 3 years

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I stopped counting at 863

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If you knew what was going on and didn’t stop them you helped and are accessories too