A Disciple's Thread

[Candy]

[Candy]

[A Disciple]

@Candy happy new year!

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[A Disciple]

It’s so bad when I can’t even trust pac…

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Me and my bf made up… he told me he punched in the address and I remembered that he did and realized this time no one slept me… was just so mad I blacked out

[Candy]

@A Disciple

happy new year cutie..

tell me when your ready to drop a new verse

what plans do you have for this year..

i turn 40 so yehee ima take it easy

what you mean you didnt sleep wit anyones you slacken off hehe..

black outs can be good i just talk to my mum about my pills n i gotta come off valium because i was hitting it too hard

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@Candy new years… I woke up my bf at 11:45pm lol I’m a be 46 this year so I feel you… people talk about my nose ring and such and I’m just like AND I don’t want to start dressing old (

Congrats on the vallume - I’m glad I never got into pills and the worse I did was coke and regret that… but I went from 3 bags a day to 3 all this week! My mom flipping out over the weed cause the Neuro said no way so I stopped that mostly too

Thanks for talking candy… you an angel… don’t let nobody tell you different on that either

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I’m pissed though… I sold my ring to pawn shop and having trouble getting it back

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For $20 too… was just so mad and thought he betrayed me too.

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I don’t know why everyone switch up on me… I really don’t

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I was in the fog fully aware
Only got split seconds and the other times? if I was even there
When your world shift to slow mo
Things are more important, things you will never know
I come from high culture slapped back to ghetto
I lived both sides so my demeanor is different
Rich or poor it was both vociferent
Sitting sideways one day made me cry
So back to my poor, back to my side when they all asked why
For my jasmine
My jasmine live behind castles walls
But as toy soldiers when one down, we all fall
Walking - looking back remembering every bit
Soldiers training a general they contemplate as we sit
They all know I’m a higher one day
Trying to pull a “pac” on me is all I have to say
Is all I live for in this day
Besides my Jasmine
Game I ain’t trying to chase a cat - I’m just running back
But no longer will I sit here and allow the disrespect in attack
God chose - he was ghost - I was life
Street sweeper to General - not Cinderella to wife
And I too will raise mine if even in death so it to be
But you better not dare lie to jasmine when it comes to me

Thinking a lot about my daughter lately… my bf said maybe I should let it go but I told him even a lion that loses her cub paces… it’s like an animal instinct. I can’t!!!!

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All that make me laugh… don’t you know I beat up boys bitch!!!! … prolly why they tied me

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Nah the other night a car was on my ass… and parked in my parking lot for hours - we shook it off like maybe he live here. But then a Spanish guy with scars on his face pulled up next to us and just kept looking nervous so I drove away. Tonight I was giving my boy some weed and he pointed out a weird car across the street… who ever threatening for what? All they have to do is leave me alone and I’ll shut up too Kev!

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But you not lying on me either… or fooling me either

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Dope head mother fucker

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I lost my job but it works out… more time for school and school work - the schedule was too much for me and I kept snapping too easy

[Candy]

aheyyyy rock lil miss..

go get that ring

thanks your an angel to and dont let anyone tel you different not your god not pac not even yourself hehe

i posted our verse

http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/show...07#post8984707

[A Disciple]

Or like how my computer bugged and geek squad say it’s not… I don’t like that stalker shit either. What conclusion are they trying to get? When are they going to stop?

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Nah I’m definitely not pac but when I hallucinate and see him… I know to run… he’s saved my life and arrest record every time!!!!

[Candy]

damn stupid bastards but yeh your right more time for school is always good

[A Disciple]

And I am usually me… just highly allergic to bitches

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And I can’t stand when I don’t feel like myself for real

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http://www.psychcrime.org/news/index...is+Resignation

That was my dr when I was 13 too

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If I had any civil rights left maybe I could do something about it

[Candy]

that guys messed up

[Candy]

[Candy]

[A Disciple]

Mary


The day the world stood still…

If my pen was a paintbrush, I’d paint a picture to see.
A story in time; when da walls closed n on me.
It was the day the world stood still, innocence lost, and tragedy fill
A day of ending and new beginning –
Witnessed a war: righteousness vs. sinning.
The day started as one of pride,
I couldn’t imagine the secrets the night would hide.
I couldn’t imagine the faith I would come to learn,
Or the realities brought forth of souls doomed to burn.

Don’t know the alpha or the omega, neither was in sight,
but I do know the harsh reality of my ignorance that night.
Perhaps I'll never know why I was the only one in the room…
And perhaps I’ll never stop wondering if ultimately it'd be my doom.
Felt like an eternity standing toe to toe,
All the while --- thinking to myself friend or foe?
I looked at him and he looked back at me it seemed it was forever, paralyzed an eternity.
But it wasn't the eyes of my enemy,
More like a familiar stare I became aware that was long lost to me.
But yes, the eyes were cold, they were dark, and they were piercing me,
What courage it took for the angel who ran upstairs to rescue me,
at that moment I realized a hero is way more than anything I could ever hope to be.


I flew down the stairs, passed the quiet guard,
jumped over the porch landed on my feet into the yard,
And there I stood as if I was in this world alone,
and I wasn’t snapped back until to the ground I was thrown.

I think I was in awe, cause I realized the ramifications of what I just saw.
“For by thee I have run through a troop; and by God have leaped over a wall”
Literally!
For this is the night I believe the angels carried me –
The halos and horns I could see so vividly
That is why I believe in my heart a martyr fell before we.

Be still fear in our enemies with ignorance their disguise
Behold the angels with the tears in their eyes.
In that moment we all came to be one – there was no divisible sides,
Together we stood and for a second coexistence won.
There together to witness and mourn the wrong that has been done.
And that is the true meaning of loss when you all wanna talk about “lost one.”

And to he, at his last breath I think he took me too,
And left a lasting impression too real and too true.
For I felt the weight lifted when a spirit was called home and I knew it was accepted,
Not left here to roam.
It wasn’t at that moment I felt restored to reality
But the world stood still did not move again until I felt that first snowflake touch me.
Now, hail Mary

[A Disciple]

I hate when people try to walk me… but X he pastor X… and all applicable and gonna play it again

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Me and my bf listening now

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We were just laughing like nope got to stay on easg coast cause them roads…LoL

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Oh the buildings? The guy with the orange shirt flying set me in a daze

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Lost it… got confused… I’ll listen later