I wouldn’t suffer for not one mother fucker on this earth… no disrespect to Jesus but
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I can’t wait until I die… I can’t wait until the torture and trying to bitch me stops… I can’t wait until they can’t force me to share my body with them and force me to kiss my hands stop… I can’t wait to have a peace free orgasm again… I can’t fucking wait to get peace and comfort in my own body again
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And it’s all in my head? It’s me doing this to me?
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How shit just come out your vv and but though? That’s god? God is doing that to me? For what?
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Came home and my step dad was walking out my room… I don’t even fucking care I really don’t - they not gonna start static over there again either
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It makes me so mad that less thens take children and good people out though… like we was just put there to serve them. I know it’s probably in our heart to forgive and move on in heaven but Lord… why isn’t it in mine?
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Nobody listening to me… nobody talking me thru this… just some faggot abusing me and popping my ear or tapping me
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Like…
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When I got to the point of accepting going to jail if I had to - it went too far. Me? Jail? And my inherent fears and such… then you know there’s a problem and a significant change and problem. Relapsed… drunk again and it makes me scared of my family who ALL live sober and the rooms… would you let them torture me because I refuse to quit yet?
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I’m miserable… I have ZERO dollars and hope just a curse that string you along… I don’t know what to do for real
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When I had the faggot right there on a rape kit they didn’t call please police put me in mental and that was like 7 years ago… too late to press on civil rights now though I’m sure
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Anyone else would get millions
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I don’t want to see, hear, or speak to you again - that’s my side of the monkies
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Not turn a blind eye to rape and torture
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Look like the moon could teach YOU something you self righteous ass holes… or maybe that’s weak
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Can someone please tell me the conclusion they trying to get you cause I don’t speak manipulation. Let’s just solve this here and now so I can TRY to salvage some type of life I can live with
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Because I need to bleed… I need to cry… and drunk is the only way I can these days
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Yo… just cause my eyes glow for real? That’s not a good look “glowing in broad day light” it means there is a problem
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But like who am I to tell all you cause I’m the last one to know or get educated
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Being pire dangerous my cards said… like we haven’t been ducking and stopping bullets my entire life… this not pire
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I thought the war was over and they couldn’t block me from my family anymore
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But they do,.., and they still can… and the only one that cares is me and maybe my kid or kids but I don’t know for fact if I have any and like
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Nah I’ll never spit in your face or say any worse than I hate yoU… but anyone else TRUST
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If I haven’t already
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I’m not built for that I don’t care
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I’d protect your loved ones not hit especially if Cera likes her… it’s not about that at all
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Lord… just give me back my slow mo in not built for this
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Nas… and he hate me too
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That’s when it hurts the most
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Nassau oh that 40 side but I’m so consumed I can’t even write or talk about anything else
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I’m a 0-6 on these battles… I’m not getting better it’s getting worse
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Or they can’t understand my basic.., maybe if life was fluffy I can’t write like you all but shit just still to real to me I can’t get up out this ghetto
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Me turning to or associating with the low level witch that’s kicking my ass anytime she feel like it not gonna happen
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It’s anotomically for my cat to do all that fifth
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Anatomically impossible*
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Pac… what’s up? You know how to take me home? Too much I can’t Bare it and like idk how I feel surviving them shots especially when it was all covered
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Like that rape in myrtle beach in 2010 and like
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Feds rule the world and I can accept EXCEPT when they let them
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I need you demon a sec pac, fifth… so I can talk to god a sec
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It’s all in my head… I’m battling myself and my mind daily..: they telling everyone it’s my dream but it’s a nightmare I’ll never get out of and like
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And like I’ll go back to the hell on earth before slow mo and dodging bullets before I ever accept this
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Why I fought so hard to live when they shot me… I feel so stupid
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These old lady blues so not me it’s unreal and e
Yeah I kinda feel you never really had to see it so I defer a lot to “my life” but I know he not gonna break it down to you either while I’m force to share my body and kiss my hands when I don’t want to
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Breathing like some sick heathen… that’s not la sirene
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Nah this swaying thoufg.., you caught that in the movie I forget the name of… I’ve been swaying for years
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Or when I air out their demons like some low level trash and snort like a pig