The evil sibling of life,the horrific advesary lurks gracefull and useen/
The air surronding the worlds ash,the frost of fallen dreams,the sheen/
Threatens this unlucky teen,the cold oxygen accumulates with death/
It strangles my breath,and with evil it allies and then it comines/
Hurting my body,but also fueling my derges,inspiration surges,and rhymes/
Sorrowfull lines destroy the flames that did shine,now my world is night/
My emotions are infected and disected,nolonger have i the will to fight/
My sight,is blinded by intense licks of fire,as i curse god as a lier/
But for the pain,ive descovered i am the supplier,to myself i have lied/
And existing in this aurora of devestation,it feels like ive died/
Now my brain attempts suicide,and leaves my body an empty shell/
Xtreme admists his wronges,face pale,his heart does fail,as he cries for aid/
Witnessing the manifested thoughts hes contemplated,the disaster made/
Physical realities awoken from his mind,rhyme becomes the sharpest blade/
But ive accidentally pierced myself,i begin to fade,progress to die/
No time now to say goodbye,nor' to cry,or really maybe,ive taken my own/
Has the malignant spread of my moral cancer proceeded,has it grown???/
will i ever feel home?or forever roam?walk the halls of absolute pain??/
Will this untreatable dicease remain?will i ever banish this bane?/
Will it vanish?a speeding train?a dragon slain?yay or nay????/
God,should i expire?cease fire?leave or stay?give me color!/
im your follower,put some life in the grey!send a miracale my way!/
have your begotten son help today,please give me some assist!/
present yourself clear lord,go through the gate,i await the fade of mist/
For now,there are five fingers closed around the knife in my fist!/
A sharp blade,made for suicide does exist,aimed for my throat,/
So pay attention to the little prayer that i've wrote,help this sinker float/
For im talking to god/
For im walking to lord./
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