This was a very emotional piece that I wrote, it went down into the controversial side of things once I posted it into FL Chat. This piece was supposed to be a collab with Nic, since he is banned I will just post it as a "I forgive you type post" and "you have to learn from your mistakes type post... RIP Nicasso and I hope you have learned from what you have learned.... Enjoy.
Quickly losing the meaning of hope and the feelings I've wrote,
Pieces of me have broke, should I just put the guillotine to my throat?
Floating down the sea of hope but in my dreams demons have awoke,
Death awaits at heavens gates, I'm in devils grace,
Not getting accepted just from expressions on my face, This is the ending days,
Remembering my best friends, my memory is a precious place,
Gotta take control of my life but touching souls is like a roll of the dice,
Over throwing my goals in an on going price, am I the only one who knows I'm nice?
Cause I get depressed after a tragedy like a soldiers wife,
In life you take a right but i might take a left,
Suicidal so I keep the gun under my bed put it right to my head and ignite the lead,
I used to fight but I'd rather take my life instead