Last season of 1-2 chat

[Barcotic]

Lmao
Gone

[Pharaohs Army]

you a pansy. id give u your flowers but how can this FAIR ROSE HARM ME

you a pansy. id give u your flowers but how can this FAIR ROSE HARM ME

Pretty effective nameplay using my entire name. Damn you prolly shoulda saved that Lars. Never seen that flip.

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Sorry for doublequote.

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Melt downs on text forums will never die.

Do you have any thoughts Or a single though on the absurd generalizations I made about you in that older post? Albeit, by the end most were defending you/ borderline complimentary.
Or do you fear your response would lead the chat down a wormhole of race and politics and comparing careers ?

[Baron Mynd]

@Baron Mynd Lol...Lars thanks for the breakdown
WILL respond with my thoughts... this is a CHAT-THREAD right...you had a long post too!...Most of the chat involved people here and battle-bars around the internet...so rather than the lounge I elab'd here...Which is fine since we got a SANDRA visit out of it! Lol
You are pretty much dead on regarding the 2ndvirgin life after a youth of promise.
You are pretty much dead on Universe hook-line-sinkering me, altho it wasnt my post towards him so much as that 1 vote of his, remember? I need to elab on said his said fishing trip and my reaction for you...
(This is all at the "other" Dead site which I will try not to talk TOO much about, but some is important for context) @Barcotic
Including the PM... I reference, at the other green site. Not here. Blue too got it, the random PM.
NO Lars, I've never champed anything officially...
The reference was a BlueBayou/Universe diss + flex + aowl topical ramblings... a 3-song disstrack thingy...
I was just proud of the structure, that I edited, took the time, it's recordable, etc...due to Universe goading me to fucking WRITE, with effort, and passion...
As I've said I respect Blue and his name was used mostly for practice, the oo vowel sound, and to make fun of him pasting trash and sinacog shit for his no-shows, not trying ,etc... But I love how he kept threads alive, and truly have no personal animosity towards him...Yeah I was pissed at Uni, but never truly insulted him in the diss...more like playful jabs, as he called me out on my writing career...
Yeah, Lars there was 0 animosity towards Barc.
I was just making the point that when I wrote the new bars (brand new/your own shit/you edited/crafted? + it's long and "quality")Yes I think we all can relate to how we get "proud" a little...so I PMd blue to tell him it's not personal/all practice...and PMed aero as I tried to revive the old BA (on the dead 'other'green site.)

Barc has a history of writing, critiquing, and commenting...
SO,, ,as I looked at some old writings/username-walls...I said "respect" to Cashius & some others for their history of quality.. got to barc's wall and said --- ok I'll shoot him a PM (see if he's in retirement? or? wants to check my new diss longbarCAPgeneric BS... lol)....If he reads it and wants to comment, fine...if not/Ignore, That's fine too...But if he saw it. I mean I just practice rap. And writing that's the bottom line. So if he saw them, few laughs?. Spit some lines for fun to a instrumental? That's all it was.
Nothing more nothing less - no shade at barc at all I donno where u got that Lars
I WAS MAKING FUN OF MY LACK of A LIFE AND pussy, as we saw, and how I've been a little too obsessed with text in the last month or two.
That's it.

Yeah Lars, The universe thing shook my core
BUT THE RESULT WAS FEEDING the (other) site with (mostly)POSITIVE ENCOURAGEMENT, PRODUCTIVE VOTES, ETc.
Making other writerss feel good about themslves, to contrast with the way he made me feel.

Immature and obsessive. Sure.
Many of you are vets, with a long history of text/rap...so perhaps can relate abit..
TTys

I don’t know everyone’s take on this hot topic right now, but surely it’s obvious to you even from this Dear Diary episode you’re having that the weed is doing you absolutely no favours here. I don’t know what sort of rat-shit and sawdust infested dirt weed it is you’re smoking on but you need to quit that shit. Your mental health is looking questionable here to even people that don’t know you personally.
You’re actively typing out chapter and verse to a female screen name with her own admitted mental health problems and she is, by your own admission, the closest thing to a female companion you have. You’re unmotivated, out of shape, no longer taking care of yourself and have no pride in your appearance or job. You’ve adopted some form of online ego to compensate for the existence (or lack thereof) outside of here in the real world. You’ve no self worth, you’re just unhappily getting by doing the bare minimum while living your worst life. You’re pinning your hopes on some fantasy casino trip where you hit a lick, against all probability, knowing your chances are slimmer than you meeting an NY 4/10 right now that can’t wait to blow Serg from soundclick over his 47 cumulative song plays.

If you love the NFL so much as you say you do, then go book you tickets to some actual live games and go experience it - you may even meet some middle aged dad bod having drinking buddies and forge a friendship. If nothing else it gets you out of the house, doing something you enjoy, and socialising rather than wasting your time sat at home eating yourself into an early grave and smoking god knows what leading to some drug-induced psychosis issues where you feel like the world owes you something. It doesn’t. No one does. You owe it to yourself. It’s clear you’re not well and no-one is going to change that but you. Do yourself a favour, put the weed down, sign up for the gym to give you something different to focus on and replace the wake and bake with a morning jog or something. You can even create your own thread in The Lounge here to keep a diary of your progress and setbacks. Be a king, Pharoah.

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Pretty effective nameplay using my entire name. Damn you prolly shoulda saved that Lars. Never seen that flip.

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Sorry for doublequote.

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Do you have any thoughts Or a single though on the absurd generalizations I made about you in that older post? Albeit, by the end most were defending you/ borderline complimentary.
Or do you fear your response would lead the chat down a wormhole of race and politics and comparing careers ?

I’ve actually noticed you have a propensity to bring up race a LOT over different threads/posts.

You mildly racist, Pharoah?

[Barcotic]

Well im glad i didnt get overly hyped about my notepaded 'pop blue like a gender reveal' idea lol

Ffs

[Pharaohs Army]

I don’t know everyone’s take on this hot topic right now, but surely it’s obvious to you even from this Dear Diary episode you’re having that the weed is doing you absolutely no favours here. I don’t know what sort of rat-shit and sawdust infested dirt weed it is you’re smoking on but you need to quit that shit. Your mental health is looking questionable here to even people that don’t know you personally.
You’re actively typing out chapter and verse to a female screen name with her own admitted mental health problems and she is, by your own admission, the closest thing to a female companion you have. You’re unmotivated, out of shape, no longer taking care of yourself and have no pride in your appearance or job. You’ve adopted some form of online ego to compensate for the existence (or lack thereof) outside of here in the real world. You’ve no self worth, you’re just unhappily getting by doing the bare minimum while living your worst life. You’re pinning your hopes on some fantasy casino trip where you hit a lick, against all probability, knowing your chances are slimmer than you meeting an NY 4/10 right now that can’t wait to blow Serg from soundclick over his 47 cumulative song plays.

If you love the NFL so much as you say you do, then go book you tickets to some actual live games and go experience it - you may even meet some middle aged dad bod having drinking buddies and forge a friendship. If nothing else it gets you out of the house, doing something you enjoy, and socialising rather than wasting your time sat at home eating yourself into an early grave and smoking god knows what leading to some drug-induced psychosis issues where you feel like the world owes you something. It doesn’t. No one does. You owe it to yourself. It’s clear you’re not well and no-one is going to change that but you. Do yourself a favour, put the weed down, sign up for the gym to give you something different to focus on and replace the wake and bake with a morning jog or something. You can even create your own thread in The Lounge here to keep a diary of your progress and setbacks. Be a king, Pharoah.

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I’ve actually noticed you have a propensity to bring up race a LOT over different threads/posts.

You mildly racist, Pharoah?

Zingggggggggggggggggggggggg lol.
Quality retort from my favorite Brit.
My boarding on this chat, while admittedly self-depracating and satirical, and too long for ppl w/ ADD, AND softballing easy "personals" for battlers -- has been on another level these days. FINALLY SOMEONE TO MATCH THE HEAT!

-weed
Good observations. I ALMOST edited/updated that; where I said "it rarely lets me down", I was going to amend "except that before decades of use I was a healthy/stable/genius/athlete"
Without rambling too long about the subject, I will ADMIT to you that my THC infatuation is a major factor in my mediocrity and laziness.
It's just so good it's hard to stop.

-puss
At the risk of sounding like an incel it is just NOT worth the trouble.
EVEN if I worked out and got in shape a bit, there will be ZERO pursuit...anything would have to literally fall in my lap. And, now pushing 40, I don't know if I'd like the age of that anything.

-NFL game
I have attended a couple in my lifetime and I will tell you the HD large-screen TV living room experience is a lot better.
But, on your general premise of getting out more, duly noted and will try (soon)(maybe)...see I just can't fully commit. Your post certainly could motivate though.

-health
[physical] I have exaggerated a bit the extent to which I am eating myself into a grave. I am overweight (but not morbidly or Walmarty)... the smoking tobacco will DEF kill me before the heart congestion (if I don't quit)...
[mental]
THIS IS THE IMPORTANT PART Larsy (and I do appreciate your concern/encouragement even if it [AS IT SHOULD,for all my yap] come with some condescenion and jabs).

See Lars this is my "2.0" text/writing life... (until i retire).
2016
I was indeed psychotic, on nc's way too much, and trapped in some strange writing spiral where I was trying to "roast myself out of the site" on....pinging my rambles between (well I won't mention the names) as I FAILED HORRIBLY with that trolling of your 16-man topical tourney full of legends...
Even as I sprialed out of control, trying to get away, that glimmer in my soul wanted to "entertain" readers as I went out.
now (2023)
It may look SIMILAR, but all that practice (shit-cyphers, bad semi-trolling, unawareness/being a snob, etc),,,all that early practice just came together this year...and, IMPORTANTLY
-off the zombie meds
-mental health GOOD -- despite not "having a life", and despite my rants here. Trust me. Trust me. And comparatively (from2016)? - great.

Had one 30 second breakdown that's it!!!!! After a very emotional beat and lyrics. Lol, spree saw it.

-altho i abuse weed on weekends, it is not every day and is not making me psychotic anymore (I will be the judge of that. I will, lol). Now...you or others may think I'm still failing horribly (writing)... To that I'd say, read the actual words and text. It's a new day...
I mean,
-I like my job even tho it's not making me rich
-I like my family members for the most part

Yeah if I tone down the weekend abuse and hit the gym, get out a little more; then I'd be "flourishing",,,
But (sadly) for now Lars, I write a bit until the inspiration/ideaz stop...continue the smoking (for now) but quit soon...
Record a couple trax for fun
And basically keep dying sites and chats alive early Spring here
maybe continue FEEDING AND VOTING AND CONTRIBUTING as I've been...

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Race...

I don't know.
Na I don't play with racism or hate.

recently it's just been coming up in two of my recent writings, usually as satire/jokey

my new OM references your wonka verse which touched on race
and a few references to my whiteness, and kanye's jewish comments, as well as his "gold digger" rhyme regarding black females.
Again, Occum's Razor

I was writing with/brainstorming ideas with dope girl/lady poet...and I believe she is a black female, so the collab-idea I just threw in a couple lines of racial satire/play.

Regarding the race comment on Amen...it wasn't a shot more of a compliment...

It's an interesting subject and if prodded I'm sure more chat could come of, however sensitive the topic may be.
Or just leave it alone if we want

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So I guess I do play with racism and hate since I joked about Kanye's comments.

[Barcotic]

Jesus H

[Zunto]

Lmaooo fuck

[Spree]

Lmaooo fuck

Yo wtf going on in here? Will you mod pharaoh?

[Pharaohs Army]

No I will not mod.

Lol. @Zunto asks me a "life" question and I give him 110% but it was too long for his ADD, now he's just too "gone" by the honesty for anything other than a laugh\wtf.

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I'm off to WORK now
u gotta job Zelph?
May I ask your age?

[Spree]

Zelph needs to mod your life

[Baron Mynd]

Wait, so you are confirmed off your meds, correct?

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PA should write the league mag.

[Zunto]

I’m 14

[Spree]

@zaraohs Army please calm down

[Barcotic]

Zaroahs army lmao
Gone

[Ryno]

Zingggggggggggggggggggggggg lol.
Quality retort from my favorite Brit.
My boarding on this chat, while admittedly self-depracating and satirical, and too long for ppl w/ ADD, AND softballing easy "personals" for battlers -- has been on another level these days. FINALLY SOMEONE TO MATCH THE HEAT!

-weed
Good observations. I ALMOST edited/updated that; where I said "it rarely lets me down", I was going to amend "except that before decades of use I was a healthy/stable/genius/athlete"
Without rambling too long about the subject, I will ADMIT to you that my THC infatuation is a major factor in my mediocrity and laziness.
It's just so good it's hard to stop.

-puss
At the risk of sounding like an incel it is just NOT worth the trouble.
EVEN if I worked out and got in shape a bit, there will be ZERO pursuit...anything would have to literally fall in my lap. And, now pushing 40, I don't know if I'd like the age of that anything.

-NFL game
I have attended a couple in my lifetime and I will tell you the HD large-screen TV living room experience is a lot better.
But, on your general premise of getting out more, duly noted and will try (soon)(maybe)...see I just can't fully commit. Your post certainly could motivate though.

-health
[physical] I have exaggerated a bit the extent to which I am eating myself into a grave. I am overweight (but not morbidly or Walmarty)... the smoking tobacco will DEF kill me before the heart congestion (if I don't quit)...
[mental]
THIS IS THE IMPORTANT PART Larsy (and I do appreciate your concern/encouragement even if it [AS IT SHOULD,for all my yap] come with some condescenion and jabs).

See Lars this is my "2.0" text/writing life... (until i retire).
2016
I was indeed psychotic, on nc's way too much, and trapped in some strange writing spiral where I was trying to "roast myself out of the site" on....pinging my rambles between (well I won't mention the names) as I FAILED HORRIBLY with that trolling of your 16-man topical tourney full of legends...
Even as I sprialed out of control, trying to get away, that glimmer in my soul wanted to "entertain" readers as I went out.
now (2023)
It may look SIMILAR, but all that practice (shit-cyphers, bad semi-trolling, unawareness/being a snob, etc),,,all that early practice just came together this year...and, IMPORTANTLY
-off the zombie meds
-mental health GOOD -- despite not "having a life", and despite my rants here. Trust me. Trust me. And comparatively (from2016)? - great.

Had one 30 second breakdown that's it!!!!! After a very emotional beat and lyrics. Lol, spree saw it.

-altho i abuse weed on weekends, it is not every day and is not making me psychotic anymore (I will be the judge of that. I will, lol). Now...you or others may think I'm still failing horribly (writing)... To that I'd say, read the actual words and text. It's a new day...
I mean,
-I like my job even tho it's not making me rich
-I like my family members for the most part

Yeah if I tone down the weekend abuse and hit the gym, get out a little more; then I'd be "flourishing",,,
But (sadly) for now Lars, I write a bit until the inspiration/ideaz stop...continue the smoking (for now) but quit soon...
Record a couple trax for fun
And basically keep dying sites and chats alive early Spring here
maybe continue FEEDING AND VOTING AND CONTRIBUTING as I've been...

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Race...

I don't know.
Na I don't play with racism or hate.

recently it's just been coming up in two of my recent writings, usually as satire/jokey

my new OM references your wonka verse which touched on race
and a few references to my whiteness, and kanye's jewish comments, as well as his "gold digger" rhyme regarding black females.
Again, Occum's Razor

I was writing with/brainstorming ideas with dope girl/lady poet...and I believe she is a black female, so the collab-idea I just threw in a couple lines of racial satire/play.

Regarding the race comment on Amen...it wasn't a shot more of a compliment...

It's an interesting subject and if prodded I'm sure more chat could come of, however sensitive the topic may be.
Or just leave it alone if we want

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So I guess I do play with racism and hate since I joked about Kanye's comments.

Sum this up in 3 sentences