A Disciple's Thread

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Where we moved to LMFAO

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PAC I’m not gonna lie I was trying to break thru to 50 then I got mad when you wanted to trace thinking it was the ones that made me let go of the wheel and close my eyes looking for angles type shit

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�� you better put that woman first (I’m not doing anything for him to lose trust in me cause I know what it’s like)

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PAC I have a scar on my left wrist that I have no clue or where or when I got but the fucked up part is I’m a lefty and can’t cut with my right

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You see how straight it is too?

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I had a fun night writing it just makes me mad that these drs think they are better then me to take my life… I can prove they are lying and repeatedly try to murder me too

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I can’t tell the difference between death and insanity

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I can’t tell the difference between death and insanity

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I got one for uncle murda to spit…

We just laughing cause you it that
I mean everyone’does just no one admit it

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Hit*

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I guess hit it sound better

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She gonna let lies and intentional set ups be her one shot to make it too? I’m about this money and you have talent - not to be a butch but why ARE you acting so stupid?

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That spit was to missy flies

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They took mayonnaise off my ig and her - wrf is going on and why are people trying to communicate by stalking my devices and fucking with my head

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I’m 47 years old… how old do I have to be for someone to tell me WTF is going on

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And how this shit legal

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Why are they allowed to force me into a life I don’t want or have anything to do with?

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Why won’t anyone make them take no for an answer and make them leave

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Does to death on words true? It might stop lying in court… I want the transcript of court that night when I woke up flipping out in the cop car

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Got said I can kill if I ever got roped again after Myrtle beach… he got jokes

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Wasn’t the bjtch just laughing an hour ago bryeeen the real voices and their craft j can’t stand j can’t tell the difference

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I don’t know how to get them out of me or to leave me alone

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The voices

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Get e on boy game I ever heard of was hustling

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Then only game I heard of was hustling*

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Who think I’m gonna let them do that to me and shut up? FOH

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Wish I had $10 I want fries

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I hate cooking.anything really

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Can’t sleep again

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Even if I was hallucinating and god can make vile sperm come out my vv and butt - yoo still have to tread me like a normal citizen, investigate, and report it like Naug did… it wasn’t my step father

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How does sperm come out of you when you didn’t even have or censent to sex

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Almost every fucking day everywhere j ran

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I don’t remember I went insane 9x the first year alone. Maybe 3-5 years

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And every fucking time j think I’m finally safe… they do it again

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We nipping this shit in the bud right here

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Between drs hospital and police j tried 8x

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I’m sorry but my life and health and body is. Not your probably likes to fuck corpses blow up doll

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It’s fucking hypno

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I have proof my plants in my apt was altered

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Everyone after 2010

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Like god said.. he let them take my free will so hopefully I get that and eye for eye

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They started at ibm and the voicemail playing creepy opera music that confused me all day

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They always come back and I don’t understand why

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When am I safe and free and secure again?

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My life my body my choice and yes but I only have two or so left of the spy cam and the one with the white hand sipping ice coffee is gone I think

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It was too close it was next to my bed so just a hand

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They had my apt wired and using hypno and I’m scared cause my Alexa dings sometimes - just dings

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I tried to break the hypno with YouTube myself - played right into jf and. Made it worse

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I don’t want to change and live in an enivorent that makes me sick over a man that I’m not attracted to

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I’ve heard twice this week maybe 3

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Even grosses me out

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Please I’m trying to get out of hell not a worse one… my hell mate laughed when I said I rather be raped than that

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At least I’m not there and only feel the pain after

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Tupac Shakur DEFINTELY doesn’t want me with a heroine addict either

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I’d like to address my minimal cocsine use… I’m on 6 psych meds and I can’t stand sleeping 15-20 hours each day - it helps the fog

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You get 6 and I have a feeling j get to keel my one on busy days

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I just want to slow dance with pac right now…. It was like losing my family twice too

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I can’t stand sleeping that much either

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Most my nightmares comes.back in dreams

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Her mom came to me that’s why and she took me into her family, didn’t treat me different to my face, and she has talent too

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I know what ever happened was a set to isolate me again

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I don’t trust you either right now but I trust W

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She seemed confused

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Money not fiends like that that’s take privacy too much to repair for a minute if we even want to

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Promised her I wouldn’t and I counldny cause I’m confused too

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It was never him since he left when I put my dishes on the porch

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LMMFAO we can laugh they can’t

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I’m not the one saying I’m not mentally ill… I know I am still too OBVIOUSLY

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Was it the creeper that was filling out my menus and wrote their number everywhere?

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After I accused my step dad of take and almost lost my family too

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The drs were telling my mother to kick me out

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She passed out LITERALLY

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I’m scared that cause he’s institutionalized too that they pull the wool over both our eyes - he’s smart and strong enough not to be - one of us has to and he is more quolifed - he’s very smart

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If that bitch laugh one more time I swear

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If I could should in the dark they’d all be dead already

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Got not a ounce of love in my heart left for them bitches other than d need to talk to his wife and find out where and when she was set up too but no way in hell I want the friendship back

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And if you don’t think she set you up roo… you’re even more pathetic than me… what happened though? We used bounce around metal detectors at the club to this… why?

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Yeah that was funny we were in vip that night I didn’t notice until the song said I knew all them - it was one of the best nights of my life

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Cause we just walked in and sat and they didn’t kick us out… I’m really not a dancer I just like to sit and chill and lean back and. Hop

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I don’t want to be a vampire anymore - I only wanted to save Jayme and she dead all bets off

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I don’t owe anybody but pac and my family a thing

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Did I lose time again?

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Pussy mother fucker can’t even come to my eye

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I’m in moms house Chris and a John please help

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I’ll never fear them because I don’t respect them

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It’s like fucking a corpse asshole

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Nah I was on my ig

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We good but that’s the rest of my life now too

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Everyone after 2010 - you’d know better than me

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I realized it was him when I locked myself in the bathroom to call my gmas when they were taking me to mental at the gas station

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Just want him to finally leave me alone and stop making me sick

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all of them… pac where you at

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Traitor we just moved in I doubt cameras wete up

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And no pac… I didn’t get sick I actually woke up in a great mood

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Until they lied and dragged me to mental against my will and they wouldn’t even check my computer that I didn’t write a surlicide note

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Different levels of hell and you not dragging me into yours… I hardly even fucking know you

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Wasn’t even sick and woke up couldn’t figuring out how to dial the Telephone

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Yo a lawyer contacted me today but didn’t practice in those states - I’m above to send the file to disability like listen I need the money ASAP

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They know how stressed I get over money issues too or being controlled

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He refuses to stop or get out of and off me and really guys please nake him

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I don’t know how to protect myself from hilm

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I don’t want to live in your world dope boy

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I bet you anything they doint for the pedi

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That old man is sick I can go to weird incision friends when I was like 5

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How old was he? Idgaf who you are you’re a pedophile too

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As well as a rapist

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Tired of hearing his voice on my roof can someone kick him out?

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I started hearing it after the mb assaults

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I was behind a Camry today and wanted to lace it - prolly was my old car you fucking freak

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I’m classy not tacky

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I need me a new bubble not a hoop d

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I don’t want to live my life feeling like people I hate in my own body

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All this money they spend to trap me and keep me sick how do I get my own so I can be free again?

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You should pay people for good deeds not evil

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I hate these wars in my head too… but maybe if they just stop fucking with it