counterproductive. loud as you wanted, free as a bird
cage door open. take your moment releasing a chirp
seize on the worm you got up unreasonably early to find
search through the skies. blue sky thinking unearthing surprises
day turns into nightfall. monochrome your emotions
same thought process over and over. not one moment of closure
sat alone on the sofa, couch cushions for company
stuck with the monthly fees after your luxuries up and leave
but good riddance. like blunt scissors, we cut different
i’m done giving my all when someone I love isn’t
one humdinger after the next. passionate sex but a lack of respect
hard wrapping your head around anything besides the gap in her legs
a cunning linguist. run my fingers across the top of your head
stop the pretences. hate you more than psychiatric ward hospital beds
promises said, but none of them meant. tryna keep a positive head
but my cashflow is flat broke. even my options are spent.
defy all logical sense, still here and I’m kicking
hear my predicaments and laugh but nothing real as the living
substance smeared on the kitchen top between beers we been drinking
here’s to tradition. I’ll raise a glass and say cheers to the missing
for being here in the spirit of things. lost acquaintances
who got complacent with stopping chasing it. occupationless
down and outs. now they’re drowning in a sea of iniquity
i tend to see people differently if they keep it a brick with me
beneath all the missing teeth and facial scars
remains the heart of a warrior who’ll take up arms
not play the part of a victim. hard to convince them
to act otherwise, some collide like particle physics
a karmic collision course, hitting yours truly with precision force
split your core quick as the fast growing blackhole we spin towards
nuclear winter war on the event horizon. never mind it
we’ll be dead or blinded by the Anunnaki race’s nebulisers
Let the giants reclaim the planet we take for granted
made a habit out of destroying our home til the same shit happens
lazy asses only put into gear by something we fear
love to appear compassionate until time comes to look in the mirror