Hail Mary
Dear Timotjy
Every day that go on i grow stronger
In a way i pray but i know that we are no longer
Buti still i hope that maybe in some way you find a way to say that you were wrong but
Its not today
Its not gonna be tomorrow
And thats when the cold winter hit
And i cant conquer that sorrow
You made me feel like i aint shit to you
And what can i do but just come terms with the fact that we are finally thru
But it hurts
It hurts like this curse
Like a play i never knew how to rehearse
With the memories playing backwards like imus in reverse
But whats worse?
You never took the time to accept the true me
Everything i was, was wrong for the woman you wanted me to be
And now i see as plain as can be
Life can change in one split second and change your entire destiny
But now i realize, the woman i was wasnt ever the woman that made me belong
It wasnt ever something that was meant to last long
It wasnt meant to be something that was wrong
Just one more thing meant and sent to make me strong
It wasnt ever the time to set me free
Just a hit that was sent by every waking enemy
A horseman, war, between me and you thats all my life is for
And now that we are no more im not bitter
But all i was or will ever be is just their baby sitter
Watching over every attack as they sleep
Stoppimg their choking in a fight thats way too deep (to explain)
But its something that makes me complete (but vain)
A purpose, something worth dying for that love can never conpete with
The reeper with a syth...
Its ok the next world is mine
Ill get a fanily, husband, money and i will be fine
But as i try to say goodbye to you
Youre love ina way was something i never knew
So thank you... For showing me what it was like to feel again
For showing me loyalty every now and then
For showing me how easy it is to be there and then be gone again
For reminding me who i fight for and that in love i only know how to pretend
Love on an angels wings i still send
And i guess thats the end - Ill always stay loyal to that toe to toe bow
And when youre up and you dont know ill still show you how
Hail Mary 🖤
Love can last thru all eternity
(maybe nexts life is ours)
Sincerely me, C
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